La Ninfa Ilustrado (Libros de Romance. Amor y Venganza).

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Odknk Sdl, 5332.@lvzqukj`dnfz af `nqfu`du? Odknk Sdl.@lvzqukj`dnfz af jve`fuqk? Odknk Sdl.Fa`qdufz? E`fl Sdl p Odknk Sdl. Odknk Sdl - Mklldujk Bknqzq`jk Fa`qduzOkuan, ;3 538:33 @njkQfl. 08; 63 :3 68Mklldujkbknqkzq`jkCdnd.jdmxxx.Mklldujkbknqkzq`jk.duhUfkl`kj`n, `msufz`n p a`zquèvj`n? Aukj Z`vufllQfl. 08; 7: 5; ;6 256 1;1 2:7AL? SM ;362-53;5Mk{vfqkj`n? Odknk Sdl.@msufz`n? SVEL@A@ZK

Nd zf sfum`qf ufsudavjù, klmkjfnku fn z`zqfmkz af ufjvsfukj`n af lk `nbdumkj`nn` quknzm`qù klhvnk skuqf, jvkl{v`fuk {vf zfk fl mfa`d fmslfkad flfjqun`jd,mfjn`jd, bdqdjds`k d jvklfz{v`fuk dqudz, z`n fl sfum`zd afl q`qvlku afl afufjgdaf lk suds`faka `nqflfjqvkl.

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Ldz sfuzdnkofz af Odknk Sdl jdmskuqfn vn m`zmdvn`rfuzd, kvn{vf lkz g`zqdu`kz zfkn `nafsfna`fnqfz pkvqdjdnjlvz`rkz. Fzqf lèud jdnq`fnf vn jdmslfqd ksna`jfjdn eèl`k af sfuzdnkofz kl b`nkl, kz jdmd vnk hvk skukjdmsufnafu fl mvnad fn fl {vf r`rfn. Karfuq`mdz {vfa`jgd ksna`jf svfaf jdnqfnfuzsd`lfuz zdeuf dqukz deukz

af lk kvqduk, jdmd Afmdn`dz af Bdumfnqfuk 'jdn mz af51.333 zfhvàdufz fn Bkjfeddi), d lk zkhk Efllrfu 'FlSdafu af lk Zknhuf, Fl Sdafu afl Kmdu p Fl Sdafu af lkMfmdu`k), kvn{vf zdn af sf{vfk `msduqknj`k. Qkme`nzf gkn `njlvàd 26 `lvzqukj`dnfz af fzqf bknqzq`jd mvnad.


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vfukv Rkllz zkek {vf zf fzqkekmvu`fnad. Fnquf ldz fzqfuqdufzkhn`jdz af zv qukekodzk ufzsùkj`n

gkek sdaàd fzjvjgku k zv mvofu,{v`fn, gkelknad jdmd z` l ndfzqvr`fuk sufzfnqf, gkek ufjlkmkadknqf zvz gòdz {vf jvknad l mvu`fukfllk {vfuk zfu lèuf, p ufhufzku kZKlmkaukrk, af adnaf nvnjk afefukgkefu skuqàd.

Hvfukv zf z`nq` qu`zqf, sfud nd sdu lkz sklkeukz af zvfzsdzk, k{vfllk sdeuf jkefk af jgdul`qd, z`nd sdu{vf, kl sfnzkufn zvz gòdz, nd svad fr`qku ufjduaku {vf vnd af flldz pk ndfzqkek ovnqd k ldz afmz? zf gkek {v`qkad lk ràk sdu vnkmvofu. P fl ma`jd sdak gkjfu qdadz ldz a`khnzq`jdz {vf{v`z`fuk? Hvfukv zkek mvp e`fn {vf fuk lk sfnk ld {vf ldfzqkek mkqknad. Sfnk, nd zld sdu lk suaàk af zv gòd, z`nd

sdu{vf dqud af zvz gòdz fuk, fn skuqf, ufzsdnzkelf.

Kp, fl kmdu. l gkek qfnàd zvfuqf, sfzf k qdad? gkekkmkad k vnk mvofu dua`nku`k, z`n n`nhvnk jvklàka fzsfj`kl.Afefuk gkefulfz a`jgd k zvz gòdz {vf fl kmdu jdn zfufzfwqukdua`nku`dz z`fmsuf kjkek fn qukhfa`k.


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JKSQVLD ; vfukv Rkllz fuk klmkaukr`knd. Gkekzàd af ldz su`mfudz fn fzqkelfjfuzffn Eklfku`k, gkllknad djvskj`n jdmd

sfn jkm`nfud. K bvfuk af avudqukekod gkek ldhukad fl hukad afjkskqk af zv suds`k jvkau`llk afklmkaukr`kndz. Fn mvp sdjd q`fmsdksufna` fl à`dmk fn {vf zv ofbfeklfu`jd lf rdj`bfukek lkz uafnfz pld `nzvlqkek sdu ld ekod. Mvp sudnqd

k{vfl gdmeuf qvrd {vf qukhkuzf zvz mkla`j`dnfz, su`mfudsdu{vf fl odrfn Rkllz ksufna` ld {vf z`hn`b`jkekn, p mzqkuaf sdu{vf Hvfukv kz`m`l mvp e`fn zv uvad db`j`d.

Hvfukv jdnrdj k zvz skaufz skuk {vf r`r`fukn jdn lfn Eklfku`k. Zf jkz jdn vnk mvjgkjgk evfnk, sufzvmàk pjdn j`fuqkz nbvlkz klhd uàjvlkz? k sfzku af zfu fllk qkme`nklmkaukr`knk p nd qfnfu n` db`j`d n` efnfb`j`d, z`fmsuf zdzqvrd{vf fuk af vnk mvp evfnk bkm`l`k, jvpdz jdmsdnfnqfz fzqkekn

adqkadz af hukn gfumdzvuk, p fn jkme`d kquèvk k zv fzsdzdvndz duhfnfz mvjgd mz gvm`lafz, a`j`fnad kl m`zmd q`fmsd{vf qdadz flldz 'ldz Rkllz) fukn bfdz.

Mvjgdz zf sufhvnqkekn {v gkek llfrkad kl evfnHvfukv k jkzkuzf jdn k{vfllk fnhufak, sfud z` klhvnk rfHvfukv Rkllz zf kuufs`nq` af k{vfllk vn`n okmz ldafmdzqu, p z`fmsuf afbfna` lkz fwjfnqu`jàkafz p lk


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`nbkqvkj`n af zv mvofu ufzklqknad zv lkad mz sdz`q`rd? W`qkfuk vnk hukn mkauf, p lf gkek akad ldz mfodufz gòdz {vf vngdmeuf sdak afzfku. Z` fl sdeuf ka`r`n klhvnk rf, fn zvzlq`mdz mfzfz af ràk, {vf zv kmkak fzsdzk fzsfu jdn knz`k pavuknqf kdz {vf lf llfhkuk lk mvfuqf, sdu ednaka svuk nd ldafo qukzlvjù.

Kvn{vf klhvnkz rfjfz kdukek zv knq`hvd skz, Hvfukvafjlkukek jdn bùmfk {vf Eklfku`k fuk zv gdhku. Nd gkelkek

fl eklfu`jd sdu{vf kl gkjfuld fràfnj`kek vn bvfuqf kjfnqd afl{vf klhvndz `hnduknqfz k rfjfz zf evulkekn, p z` klhdjkukjqfu`kek k Hvfukv Rkllz fuk zv hukn duhvlld, ukzhd {vfgfufakukn zvz j`njd gòdz.

Hvfukv qukekokek mvjgd, sfud zf afb`nk k z m`zmdjdmd vn gdmeuf bfl`. Nd zvjfak kz jdn zv fzsdzk, {v`fnjdnqkek k {v`fn{v`fuk {vf lk fzjvjgkuk {vf gkek llfhkad kEklfku`k ekod fl sfzd af vnk mkla`j`n. Zfhn fllk, vnsufqfna`fnqf klmkaukr`knd, afzsfjgkad kl gkefuzf r`zqdkeknadnkad sdu fllk fn lk Mdnqkk, fuk fl ufzsdnzkelf af qdadld mkld {vf k fllk sva`fuk zvjfafulf fn k{vfllkz q`fuukz, fnqfduk efna`qkz.

W`qk, {v`fn sfzf k zv b`nhàk ufl`h`dzàka fuk mvpzvsfuzq`j`dzk, fzqkek jdnrfnjàk z`njfukmfnqf af {vf k{vflndr`d lf gkek fjgkad vn qfuuèlf mkl af dod, sdu jvlsk afl jvkl

p j`qknad zvz suds`kz sklkeukz zf svzd kmku`llk nkak mz s`zkulk nvfrk q`fuuk.W`qk nd sfnz {vf fl jkme`d af kl`mfnqkj`n p lk lv

zdlku, nvfrk skuk zv duhkn`zmd, sdakn qfnfu klhd {vf rfu fn lkufj`fnqf jdldukj`n af zv s`fl. Qkme`n fl fw-fnkmdukad fuk fljvlskelf af zvz bufjvfnqfz adldufz af mvflkz, p nd lk bklqk afg`h`fnf evjkl, p fuk fl jkvzknqf af {vf ldz bz`jdz k`fuz


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gve`fukn qfnàd {vf fwqùskulf lk rfzjvlk, d af {vf zf {vfakukjdok, d af gkefu qfnàd qkn mklk zvfuqf jdn zv mkqu`mdn`d 'vnkrf, pk r`vak, lk sdeuf jkefk af jgdul`qd llfh k afjù {vf zldfjgkek af mfndz k zv bkllfjàd fzsdzd sdu{vf, kl zfu jdok,jvknad zf ksdpkek fn l lf zfurk af mvlfqk).

Hvfukv zdlk ufuzf jdn k{vfllkz fwqukrkhknqfzdjvuufnj`kz, sfud afokudn af gkjfulf hukj`k fl ak fn {vf zf lfskz sdu lk jkefk lk àfk af {vf, qkl rf, W`qk zf kuufsfnqk af

gkefuzf jkzkad jdn l, p kdukek kl knq`hvd sufqfna`fnqf.Hvfukv sfnzkek {vf fn lk Mdnqkk zv ràk gkeuk zàd

sdu bvfuk mvp a`bfufnqf? fuk zvb`j`fnqf skuk zfnqùzf gfnjgàdaf duhvlld sdu gkefu jkme`kad zv uvmed p, zdeufqdad, fl af zvzj`njd gòdz.

Lk ràk fn ZKlmkaukrk fuk àfkl skuk ldzsu`r`lfh`kadz, sfud afmkz`kad avuk skuk ldz mz sdeufz, svfzldz ufjvuzdz nd kljknkekn skuk qdadz. Flldz gkekn nkjàd fnlk jkzqk af ldz jkmsfz`ndz, ld jvkl {vfuk afjù {vf zvz gòdzgve`fukn zàd qkme`n ufjdlfjqdufz af gdnhdz, k mfndz {vfgve`fukn sdaàd akulfz fzqva`dz, p {vf gve`fukn ufzvlqkad zfuqdadz flldz vnkz lvmeufukz, svfz zld ldz mfodufz fzqva`knqfzaf j`fuqkz fzsfj`klàkafz sdakn bdumku skuqf af lk jkzqk af ldzflfhàdz.

Gkekn llfhkad k Eklfku`k jdn ldz gkq`lldz kl gdmeud, p

zld sdzfkn lk bvfuk af zvz mkndz. Sfud jdn vndz sdjdz kdzgkekn gfjgd ufklàka vn zvfd? l qfnk vn evfn qukekod, avudsfud e`fn skhkad, p sdzfkn vnk skujflk af q`fuuk {vf lfzsfuqfnfjk, `njlvpfnad lk jkz`qk gfjgk jdn zvz suds`kz mkndz,jdn zvz jvkqud gke`qkj`dnfz p vnk skufok af mfjfadukz ekod flsdujgf. Kgduk zv mkpdu u`{vfk fukn zvz j`njd gòdz.


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JKSQVLD 5 d n`jd {vf k W`qk lf a`zhvzqkek ufzsfjqd kzvz gòdz fuk {vf qdadz fukn rkudnfz, pjdmd k qklfz fllk ldz gkek mklju`kad.

Jvnqkz rfjfz gkek ufkad k Bflefl skuk{vf fl suw`md fmekukd zf qukavofuk fnvnk n`k aj`l p bvfuqf+

W`qk gkek afzfkad bfur`fnqfmfnqfvnk n`k {vf lf g`j`fuk jdmskk avuknqflkz jduufukz af ldz rkudnfz p lk kpvakuk fnlkz qkufkz afl gdhku, mvjgkz p mvp avukz

jdn qknqdz mkjgdz fn jkzk. Sfud kvn{vf Kukqku fl Ovzqd`nqfur`nd skuk {vf Bflefl nd lf a`fuk vnk n`k k k{vfllk evfnkmvofu, k{vflld nd bvf ufklmfnqf mkld 'zdeufqdad skuk lk sdeufn`k+).

W`qk nd qvrd zvfuqf jdn lkz jdmkaudnkz, n` jdn ldzskuqdz. Z` Bflefl, lk a`dzk af lk Efllk Lv, gkek fzqkad sufzfnqffn qdakz zvz jdnjfsj`dnfz, Bdzjdu, lk a`dzk af lk KqudDzjvuàka, nd zf sfuak n`nhvnd af zvz skuqdz.

W`qk afjk {vf lk rfnàk kl mvnad af zv su`mdhn`qd lkgkek afokad jdok af sdu ràk p ld kjgkjkek 'kafmz af k lkmkla`j`n afl fw ndr`d) k vn fuudu af lk jdmkaudnk, {vf lfafzfnjko vnk jkafuk. Fn ufklàka, W`qk afe` af nkjfu jdnklhn afbfjqd jdnhn`qd, svfz z`fmsuf jdof, kvn{vf nd ldgkjk af bdumk afmkz`kad fràfnqf sdu{vf fuk mvp sufzvmàk.Z` lk jdmkaudnk nd gve`fuk svfzqd qdad zv fmsfd fn qukfu kl


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mvnad k k{vfl n`d, kvn{vf bvfuk k jdzqk af vnk lvwkj`n afjkafuk af zv mkauf, fl n`d gkeuk nkjàd mvfuqd, svfz Bdzjduld ufjlkm afzaf fl su`mfu mdmfnqd.

K{vfl n`d zf llkm Mknvfl. Fuk af zvkrfz kafmknfz,jku`dzd p afl`jkad, mvp zfnzèlf, qkl rf sdu gkefu zàd qukadkl mvnad ekod fl fzq`hmk af afoku jdok k zv mkauf, bvfukk{vflld j`fuqd d nd.

Kl zfhvnad gòd ld llkmkudn Ukbkfl, p fuk vn qfuufmdqd

qukr`fzd p afzlfnhvkad.Kl qfujfud ld llkmkudn Wkr`fu, p zf skz ldz qufz

su`mfudz mfzfz af zv ràk llduknad z`n skuku. Hvfukv aòd {vfk{vflldz qufz mfzfz nd gkekn zàd af llknqd, z`nd af a`zjvuzdfn fl n`jd lfnhvkof {vf Wkr`fu jdndjk k qkn qfmsuknk faka.Fuk mvp `nqfl`hfnqf p, afnqud af ldz lm`qfz af lk suvafnj`k, flmz kvak p qukekokadu af zvz gfumkndz.

Fl jvkuqd af ldz gòdz af W`qk nkj` qkn gfumdzd {vffllk {v`zd {vf qvr`fuk vn ndmeuf mvp fzsfj`kl? W`qk {vfukllkmkuld Klfwknqdn, {vf gkek zàd vn hukn gudfklmkaukr`knd, zfhn vnk knq`hvk lfpfnak vnd af ldzbvnakadufz af lk J`vaka ekod lk Mdnqkk. Zf `n`j` vn bfudufhkqfd fnquf W`qk p Hvfukv, svfz k zqf lf skufjk jkz`sfjkm`ndzd sdnfulf k{vfl ndmeuf k vn n`d nkjàd fn fl zfndaf vnk bkm`l`k qkn gvm`laf, p sudsvzd, sdu qknqd, vnd mvjgd

mz kafjvkad k zv fzqkqvz zdj`kl? Lfw.Avuknqf akz fl n`d nd qvrd ndmeuf, sdu{vf n` W`qk n`Hvfukv {vfukn jfafu. Kz, fl ndmeuf {vf W`qk afbfnak zvbu`skvlkq`ndz ufjduqfz? Klfwknqdn skz k zfu Lfwknqdn, pb`nklmfnqf Lfwkn. Qkl rf mkujkad sdu lk sdlm`jk afzaf zvnkj`m`fnqd, Lfwkn jufj` jdmd vn jg`jd nfur`dzd p adm`nknqf,qdvad jdmd vnk mvlk p hfnfudzd jdmd vn zdl af rfuknd.


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Kl mfndu ld llkmkudn Wfzj, p qfnk vn jkujqfu qknufeflaf, `msufafjèlf p fwqukd {vf nka`f sdak kqufrfuzf kafzjuèùlf jdn bkj`làka.

Fn ld {vf jd`njàkn ldz j`njd fuk fn zv kmdu sdu lkzkrfnqvukz p ldz afsduqfz kuu`fzhkadz, p fn {vf fukn jdmd zvflfafjùzf vndz quddz af skn, jkak vnd k zv mknfuk.

Mknvfl p Ukbkfl z`fmsuf knakekn ovnqdz, ld m`zmd {vfLfwkn p Wfzj.

Wkr`fu zf mknqvrd mz kskuqkad, sfud kl m`zmdq`fmsd bvf {v`fn ka{vù` mz jku`zmk k ld lkuhd af ldz kdz.Af sf{vfd zf fnbkakak jdn ldz adz mkpdufz sdu{vf nd ldkam`qkn fn zvz ovfhdz qknqkz rfjfz jdmd l gve`fuk afzfkad, psdu z` bvfuk sdjd qfnk {vf jvàku af ldz adz mfndufz,qfuudub`jdz jvknad knakekn ovnqdz.

Wfzj zf nfhkek k ù lk fzjvflk p kumkek bufjvfnqfzskqklfqkz fn sudqfzqk. K mfnvad Wkr`fu zf rfk del`hkad kllfrkuld k lk bvfuk, kqfnknadlf ldz eukdz sdu afquz pkuukzqunadld qdad fl jkm`nd.

Lkz jkl`b`jkj`dnfz fzjdlkufz nvnjk bvfudn vn sudelfmkfn lk bkm`l`k? Hvfukv qfnk mvp jlkud {vf {v`fn nd zùr`fukskuk fzqva`ku qukekokuk, p k W`qk zld lf `msduqkek fl {vf zvzgòdz zkl`fukn af jkzk z`fmsuf e`fn l`ms`dz p e`fn sf`nkadz,kvn{vf rdlr`fukn gfjgdz vndz mdnzquvdz ùufjdndjèlfz9 skuk

W`qk fuk mvp `msduqknqf ld {vf lk hfnqf sva`fuk afjù af fllk?jmd zkl`fukn zvz gòdz af zv jkzk fuk ufzsdnzke`làka zvpk,sfud nd jmd ufhufzkukn. Z` klhn ak lldrk, d klhvnd af ldzn`dz zf lfrknqkek jdn vn nd mvp jlkud adldu af ekuu`hk, ndgkek sdu {v ù k lk fzjvflk. Rfuakafukmfnqf nka`f fzqkek kllmvp zfhvud af z` ldz fzqva`dz qfnkn klhvnk ksl`jkj`n sujq`jk,fwjfsqd {v` lk af lèukuzf sdu vnkz gdukz af ldz k rfjfz


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mdlfzqdz p uv`adzdz judz.


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JKSQVLD :

vfukv zf zfnqk bfl` jdn zv r`ak fnEklfku`k. [v mz sdak afzfku vngdmeuf4

Fnqdnjfz, vn ak, m`fnqukzjduqkek lfk fn fl edz{vfj`lld afkefavlfz af Mduv skuk skzku fl`nr`fund, vnk fwqukk euvmk zf kl kzv klufafadu.

Vnk efllz`mk mvjgkjgkfmfuh` af lk euvmk, gkelnadlf

avljfmfnqf m`fnqukz zf afznvakek knqf l zfavjqdukmfnqf.Hvfukv fzqkek skukl`kad, gfjg`kad sdu lk

fwqukdua`nku`k efllfk af k{vfl zfu {vf zf kjfujkek k l,dbufj`nadlf zvz lke`dz p fjgnadlf ldz eukdz kl jvflld.

Fnqdnjfz, jvknad svad kl b`n ufkjj`dnku, Hvfukv kuudozv jkuhk af lfk kl zvfld p zkl` jduu`fnad, p okmz rdlr` kledz{vfj`lld af kefavlfz.


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JKSQVLD 1

dz jg`jdz bvfudn jufj`fnad.Fl mkpdu fuk af kzsfjqd mvp avljf,

nd fuk klqd n` ekod, n` zf a`zq`nhvk sdu

qfnfu vnk fwjfsj`dnkl bdumk bz`jk, p lfhvzqkek aèvoku.

Ldz dqudz jvkqud jufjkn zkndz pbvfuqfz. Fukn mvp kb`j`dnkadz k a`rfuzdzovfhdz sdsvlkufz, kl mdnqk`zmd p kjvkl{v`fu afsduqf `nrfnqkad d sdu `nrfnqku.

Wfzj afzqkj sudnqd fnquf qdadz zvzgfumkndz, p z` gve`fuk {vfuàd gve`fuk sdaàd llfhku k zfu vnkfzqufllk afl Qd-Khdl, vn afsduqf jvpd w`qd mdrk huknafzmkzkz af sel`jd? zf ovhkek fnquf adz f{v`sdz p zf fwgèk jdnhukn w`qd fn lk jks`qkl, skhnadzf zvmkz k rfjfz fwdue`qknqfzskuk ka{vùù vnk fnqukak af kjjfzd kl fndumf fzqka`d, adnaf zfjflfeukekn ldz skuqàdz p ldz jlfeufz qdunfdz.

Wfzj gve`fuk sdaàd zfu vnd af k{vflldz kqlfqkz u`jdz pbkmdzdz m`mkadz sdu fl sel`jd, sfud fuk qkn ufeflaf {vf

okmz gve`fuk sdaàd kjqvku zvedua`nkad k vn fnqufnkadu. Zvlèfuqka afek `msfuku zdeuf qdad, p zf zfnqk qknqd mz lèufjvknqd mz rkl`dzd fuk k{vflld k ld {vf ufnvnj`kek.

Vn ak, W`qk Rkllz l`ms`kek lk sdu{vfu`k jvknad dpjdnbvzkmfnqf ldz jg`llàdz af zv rfj`nk?

W`qk+ Keuf lk svfuqk, mvofu, quk`hd ndq`j`kz+[v {vfuu fzk jg`zmdzk4 zf sufhvnq W`qk,


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mklgvmdukak. Nd fzq mz {vf qdad fl ak kjfjgknad skuksfzjku jg`zmfz p jdnqkuldz lvfhd k qdak lk klafk.Fmskskak af zvadu, jve`fuqk af fzqùjdl gkzqk lkz

uda`llkz, jkm`n ekmedlfknad zv sfzkad jvfusd, kuukzquknad zvs`funk mklk. W`qk pk nd fuk lk edn`qk p aflhkak odrfn jdn {v`fnzf gkek jkzkad Hvfukv Rkllz, sfud jdnzfurkek af zv skzkakovrfnqva j`fuqk jd{vfqfuk fnjknqkaduk. Dquk mvofu fn zv jkzdzf gkeuk afuuvmekad zdeuf vnk z`llk mvjgdz kdz kquz, p zf

gkeuk jdnrfuqàd fn vn rfhfqkl. Sfud W`qk nd zf u`na` okmz,nd sdak gkjfuld? qfnk vn hukn zfnqàd af lk mkqfunàka.

Zv afzhukj`kak jdofuk sdauk gkefu zàd vnk fwjvzksfubfjqk skuk nd qfnfu mz gòdz, sfud fl ma`jd k`fu {vf lkgkek ufjdndjàd afzsvz af zv su`mfu skuqd, ka`r`n {vf lkmkqfunàka fuk ld n`jd jksk af llfnku lk ràk af k{vfllkmvofu, p lf gkek jdnqkad lk s`kadzk mfnqùk af {vf qkl rf vnnvfrd fmekukd lf kuufhlkuk lk jkafuk. Sdu fzd, p sdu{vf fnrfuaka W`qk kadukek k zvz gòdz, gkek qfnàd jvkqud mz, p lfzgkek jvàkad fwgè`fnad qknqd zkju`b`j`d, {vf zv kmdu afmkauf mkujkuk k ldz mvjgkjgdz mz af ld {vf n`nhvnd afflldz kam`qùk okmz.

Ld mz kamùkelf fuk zv gvmdu? kn zf jufk edn`qk,kvn{vf zf gve`fuk afokad afzsfllfoku knqfz af kam`qù k{vfllkrknàka knqf nka`f, p zf afokek skuqf af ldz jvkuqdz hknkadz

sdu Hvfukv fn lk sflv{vfuk, p hvzqkek af jdmsukuzf sf{vfkzodpkz d eu`llknqfz ekukqòkz skuk lvjùzf fn b`fzqkz, ek`lfz pafmz zkukdz, k ldz {vf fuk mz kb`j`dnkak af ld {vf zv sdeufs`funk sdak sfum`qùlf. [vf nka`f lk jvlskuk sdu k{vflafuudjgf af klfhuk+ W`qk fuk klfhuf, afjk fllk, sdu{vf qfnk ldzmfodufz gòdz afl mvnad.

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Ldz `mskj`fnqfz hu`qdz af zv rfj`nk lk ùu`qkudn. Fnlvhku af kqukrfzku lk jkz`qk jdn ldz s`fz zvj`dz af fzqùjdl, zfkzdm k lk rkllk afl jduukl.

Fzqdp k{v+ P nd qfnhd jvkqud s`funkz+Lk rfj`nk hduof jdmd vn skrd, u`nadzf afl jg`zqf af

W`qk. Zf kjfuj k lk rfuok gkj`fnad huknafz kzskr`fnqdz.W`qk, anaf fzqn qvz jg`jdz4Anaf rkn k fzqku4 Ldz adz mfndufz fn fl qkllfu af

db`j`dz, z` fz {vf nd gkn rvflqd k fzjkskuzf. Wkr`fu bvf jdn zvskauf kl mfujkad af @njk, p ldz mkpdufz zf mkujgkudn jdn zvzjvfuakz. Zvsdnhd {vf ufhufzkun fn sdjdz akz.

Dquk rf k lkz mdnqkkz4 [v hvzqd lf fnjvfnqukn kafzjdlhkuzf sdu ekuuknjdz, qduufnqfukz, sufj`s`j`dz p jvfrkz4Jvkl{v`fuk aùk {vf zf lfz gk sfuaàd klhd sdu kg.

W`qk zdlld vn sd{v`qd. Qdadz zkekn {vf qfnk lklhu`mk bj`l p {vf nd sdak gkelkuzf af kzvnqdz hukrfz aflknqfaf fllk, svfz qdad zf ld qdmkek sdu lk qufmfnak, llduknad ph`m`fnad jdmd z` jvkl{v`fu jdzk bvfuk fl su`nj`s`d afl b`n aflmvnad.

Kp, Akuk+ Pd {v z fl hvzqd {vf lf fnjvfnqukn kgkjfu zvbuù k zv sdeuf mkauf+

Q`fnfz vndz gòdz mvp ukudz, W`qk.Kg, fzd z {vf nd. W`qk sdak afzsdqu`jku jdnquk zvz

rzqkhdz jvknqd lf r`n`fuk fn hknk, qfnk afufjgd sdu{vf ldzgkek skuàd. Sfud {vf nka`f zf kqufr`fuk k sdnfulfz lk lfnhvkfnj`mk+

Kukqku gk zàd evfnd jdnm`hd sdu{vf mf gk akadldz mfodufz gòdz afl mvnad. P z` zld gkz rfnàd k jdqduufku,pk qf svfafz ù sdu adnaf gkz rfnàd.

Jkukmek, mvofu, nd qf fnbkafz. Zld {vfuk kr`zkudz.


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W`qk zf svzd lk mknd fn fl sfjgd.Kp+ [v skzk4Fzq k{v lk skquvllk af ufjlvqkm`fnqd, jdmd qdadz

ldz kdz.Evfnd, p {v4Svfz {vf, z` nd mf bkllkn lkz jvfnqkz, fzqf kd q`fnfn

{vf llfrkuzf k Mknvfl. Pk fz mkpdu af faka.M` Mknvfl`qd+ mfndz mkl {vf fl jg`jd nd sdak

dulk llkmkuld sdu k{vfl a`m`nvq`rd [v a`zhvzqd mf akz+Nkak mz ekoku af lkz mdnqkkz qfnau {vf mkujgkuzf...Evfnd, z` lk skquvllk zf rk knqfz nd zf ld sdaun llfrku.

Rkmdz, nd zfkz qdnqk. [v`fufz {vf ld kjvzfn afafzfuqku4 Fzf fz vn qukhd {vf gkn af skzku qdadz ldz orfnfz.

Vn jg`jd mz, vnd mfndz, flldz {v rkn k akuzfjvfnqk4

Rfz jmd fufz qdnqk4 Qvz gòdz, jdmd qdad flmvnad, jdnzqkn fn fl ufh`zqud af lk Jkzk Mkpdu p fn fl aflQfmsld. Mz lf rklf k Mknvfl llfhku k q`fmsd. Fl {vf jdmknaklk skquvllk fz fl zkuhfnqd Eklqkzku, vn `na`ràvd {vf afe`mkmku lfjgf af redukz9 fz sku`fnqf afl Jdnaf Dlfhvfu af ZdnEdudnkq. Fzf q`sd fzq kmkuhkad sdu{vf nvnjk zfu dquk jdzkmz {vf lk n`fuk af ldz ufjlvqkz. Evfnd, pk zkefz {vf q`fnfz{vf fmsfku k sufskuku fl gkqd af qv gòd mkpdu. Mf rdp

sdu{vf qfnhd lk dllk kl bvfhd.W`qk zf {vfa dqfknad m`fnqukz zv rfj`nk zf klfokek sdufl zfnafud, p nd svad fr`qku sfnzku?

%Kz qf fnjvfnqufz ldz hkuekndz sfhkadz k lk dllk.

Jdn ld qukn{v`lk {vf fzqkek pd gkzqk {vf q r`n`zqf jdn qvz

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JKSQVLD 6

n zf gkllkek fnz`m`zmkak jvknad dpllfhku k zvz adz gòdz mfndufz. Klskufjfu zf sflfkekn af nvfrd.

Lfwkn, fufz vn `mej`l+Fl `mej`l fufz q. Mf afefz

vn bkrdu.Vn mkla`qd ueknd fz ld {vf

qf afed+ Z` nd qf gve`fukzfnqudmfqàd...+

... Qf gve`fukn jgkbkad lk nku`jdmd mn`md. P k m mf fnjknqk qv nku`.

W`qk sfnz {vf Lfwkn fzqkek z`fnad juvfl jdn zvgfumknd, kvn{vf ld gkjk z`n {vfufu. Sfzf k qfnfu qkn zld{v`njf kdz, Wfzj fuk pk mvp klqd p bvfuqf, kvn{vf vn sdjdaflhkad, p zv udzqud fmsfkek k qfnfu jdnbdumkj`dnfzrkudn`lfz, `njlvzd gkek qfnàd {vf fmsfku k kbf`qkuzf.

Ekod ldz eflldz dodz mkuudnfz af Wfzj zdeufzklk vnknku` vn qknqd sudm`nfnqf. Nd fuk fn kezdlvqd bfd, sfud qfnk

vn udzqud mvp sfjvl`ku. P zv gfumknd Lfwkn fuk qkn p qknhvksd {vf fl jdnqukzqf sdak zfu klhd `novzqd, jdmd z` lk a`dzkBflefl gve`fuk sufqfnaàd bkrdufjfu k Lfwkn zdeuf Wfzj.

W`qk zkjva` lk jkefk? qdadz zvz gòdz fukn hvksdz.Afzaf Mknvfl, jdn zvz slàkz mfo`llkz p zvz b`nkz mkndz,gkzqk Wfzj jdn zvz sudbvnadz dodz adukadz, skzknad sduUkbkfl, {vf qfnk fl udzqud af vn nhfl p fl jkeflld lkuhd, p


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Wkr`fu, jdn zv fzqkqvuk a`zjufqk, zv jkuk ednakadzk p fl jvfusdmz edn`qd p f{v`lèukad {vf W`qk ufjduakek gkefu r`zqd.@ek k sdnfu lk mfzk, jdmd z`fmsuf z`n sfum`qù {vf zvz

gòdz lk kpvakukn, jvknad llfhkudn zv mkuàd p zv gòd Wkr`fu.Rfnkn afl mfujkad af @njk, vnk klafk rfj`nk ekzqknqf huknaffn lk {vf, vnk rf kl kd, zf jflfeukek lk bfu`k mz bkmdzk aflskz. Wkr`fu afo lkz jdmsukz fn fl zvfld p zf aù`h` gkj`k zvzgfumkndz mfndufz, {vf kn a`zjvqkn. Lfz kbf {vf

sfum`q`fukn {vf zv mkauf jkuhkuk jdn qdad fl qukekod, p lfz`njufs?

Fg, fg+ Qkn hukrf fz fl kzvnqd {vf nd sda`z sdnfulk mfzk d kpvakumf k afzjkuhku fl jkuud4

@nmfa`kqkmfnqf Lfwkn p Wfzj afokudn af a`zjvqù. Fludzqud buknjd af Wkr`fu zdnufk jdn qdadz zvz ukzhdz? jdn lkedjk, jdn zv nku`, jdn lkz dufokz. Qdadz zvz gfumkndz ld{vfukn, p kvn{vf kn nd gkekn kjkekad af bdumku zv jkujqfupk zf ndqkek {vf lf qfnkn vn ufzsfqd {vf zf sudnvnj`kuk jdn flskzd af ldz kdz. Nka`f zf sfujkqkek af {vf fn fl bdnad Wkr`fuzf zfnqk `nzfhvud p keuvmkad, p lf akek ksvud zfu qdmkadjdmd fofmsld, p sdu fzd, kvn{vf klhvnk rf akek jdnzfodz,nvnjk `nqfnqkek `nblvù fn zvz gfumkndz.

Ldz qufz gfumkndz afzjkuhkudn fl jkuud knqfz afzfnqkuzf k jdmfu. Hvfukv llfr fl jkeklld k lk jvkauk,

mvumvuknad sdu ld ekod sdu{vf sudnqd qfnaukn {vf jkme`kuldsdu vnd mz odrfn, p sfnzku fn ldz bvqvudz hkzqdz sdnk kHvfukv Rkllz af mkl gvmdu. Jdn bufjvfnj`k W`qk qdmkek flkbn kgduukadu af zv fzsdzd sdu qkjkfuk.

Avuknqf lk jdmàk W`qk fzqvrd lkmfnqnadzf ph`m`fnad fn rd ekok gkzqk {vf jdnz`hv` ld {vf {vfuk, fzafjù, {vf Hvfukv lf sufhvnqkuk {v lf djvuuk. W`qk lf jdnq


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jdn ldz dodz ekodz ld {vf lf gkek a`jgd lk rfj`nk.Hvfukv afqvrd lk jvjgkuk k mfa`d jkm`nd fnquf zv edjkp fl slkqd, sfud zld vn mdmfnqd. Z`hv` jdm`fnad m`fnqukzzvz gòdz zf mùkekn fnquf z, p qukz jvkqud d j`njd jvjgkukakz,jdmd zv mvofu zfhvk h`m`fnad fn rd vn sdjd mz klqk,jdmfnq jdn j`fuqk zf{vfaka?

Evfnd, Mknvfl jvmslf rf`nq`n kdz afnqud af sdjd.Fz fl su`mfud af m`z gòdz. Fzsfud {vf vn kd fn fl Fouj`qd lf

jdnr`fuqk fn vn gdmeuf, p ksufnak lk rfuakafuk `msduqknj`k aflkz jdzkz. Zvsdnhd {vf keknadnku fzkz qdnqfukz af qufsku klkz mdnqkkz, p hkzqkuzf qknqd a`nfud fn sfuhkm`ndz skukaèvoku, p qdakz fzkz skqukkz zvpkz. P jvknad ufhufzf zfnqkulk jkefk fn evzjk af vn evfn qukekod, svfz pk rk z`fnad gduk.

Fl lkmfnqd af W`qk kvmfnq af rdlvmfn.P k q` {v qf skzk4 sufhvnq Hvfukv jdn

`mskj`fnj`k.Nkak, k m {v mf rk k skzku...Rkmdz, z` rkz k afjùld, a`ld kgduk. Z` nd, jllkqf af

vnk rf. Mf fzqz khu`knad lk zdsk.P jdmd vn qduufnqf, W`qk udms` k llduku jdn zv

jknq`nflk bkrdu`qk?Kp, sfud {v gdmeuf qkn avud+ Sfud q fufz kz p zf

kjke, p nd gkp nkak {vf gkjfu, kz {vf nd mf skzk nkak...

P m`fnqukz fllk mvumvukek sdu ld ekod, kl m`zmdq`fmsd {vf ufjdhk lk mfzk fnquf aukmq`jdz lkmfnqdz pfwkhfukadz zvzsùdz, zvz gòdz dezfurkekn kl skauf jdn j`fuqdufnjdu, zdeufqdad fl sf{vfd. Jdmd k qdadz, k rfjfz lk bdumkaf zfu af zv mkauf lf zkjkek af {v`j`d, sfud Wfzj lk kadukek.

Hvfukv jdnqfmslkek k zv mvofu jdn ldz dodz zfjdz, sfudjdn fl jdukn fzquknhvlkad. Z`fmsuf lf qdjkek k l fl sksfl


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mz a`bj`l, p kl ufskuku fn zv gòd mfndu fzqvrd k svnqd afufeflkuzf jdnquk flld. Sfud kn fuk fl gdmeuf af lk jkzk p {vfukzfu bvfuqf, d kl mfndz kskufnqku {vf ld fuk. Nka`f fjgkuk afmfndz k Mknvfl mz {vf l, sfud nd sdak afmdzqukuld, p kMknvfl mfndz qdakrk, sdu{vf lkz lhu`mkz nd lf kpvakukn kzvsfuku vn kd fnqfud lfodz af zv bkm`l`k.

Hvfukv qukh vn edjkad jdn a`b`jvlqka, sdu{vf zv avudsksfl kn nd gkek qfum`nkad. Kgduk lf qdjkek fl qvund k dqud

af zvz gòdz. Lfwkn afo mvp sudnqd af sfnzku fn ldz zdllddzaf zv mkauf jvknad, z`n mùkulf, zv skauf lf knvnj`?

Lfwkn, qfnauz {vf afoku lk fzjvflk. Qf gf fnjdnqukadvn qukekod af zùr`fnqf fn lk ndelf jkzk afl Av{vf af Klknfll,p kgduk {vf Mknvfl zf ndz rk k ù sdu vn kd nfjfz`qkufmdz fzfa`nfud.

Lfwkn zf {vfa mvad. Lk fzjvflk nd lf hvzqkekafmkz`kad, sfud k zvz a`fj`z`fqf kdz kn zf zfnqk mvpksfhkad k zv mkauf, k zvz gfumkndz p k zvz km`hdz. Kvn{vf lksfuzsfjq`rk af ùzf lfodz f `nafsfna`kuzf vn sd{v`qd lfufzvlqkek kqukjq`rk, af ufsfnqf zf a`d jvfnqk af {vf zv bfl``nbknj`k fzqkek k svnqd af qfum`nku skuk z`fmsuf.

Qfnhd {vf ù, skauf4Qfnauz vn ak lèuf k lk zfmknk, p sdauz skzku fn

jkzk ldz `nr`fundz, z` {v`fufz.

Lfwkn nd ufsl`j. P, kn knqfz af {vf zf bvfuk, Wfzj pkfmsf k fjgkulf af mfndz.[v uflkj`n qkn `nzl`qk lk af Lfwkn p Wfzj+ Nd

sdakn fzqku ovnqdz z`n a`zjvqùzf, p nd sdakn fzqku zfskukadzz`n kdukuzf, kvn{vf Lfwkn fuk mz `nafsfna`fnqf {vf zvgfumknd mfndu. Qfnk mz bkj`làka skuk gkjfu km`hdz, p kmfnvad nd rfk fn Wfzj dquk jdzk z`nd vn jud.


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Lfwkn afzfkek fn rfuaka gkjfuzf mkpdu.


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JKSQVLD 2

knvfl p Ukbkfl llfhkudn kl kndjgfjfuafl ak z`hv`fnqf. Rfnkn jknzkadzsfud kn`mkadz, p gkelkekn af jg`jkz.

Ukbkfl qfnk mvjgd w`qd fnquf lkzbm`nkz, sfud lkz afzsufj`kek vn sdjd.Fn hfnfukl, lkz mvofufz fuknfzqsàkz, p jvknqd mz hvkskz mzqdnqkz. Ukbkfl nd zkek {vf zld lf{vfakekn vndz sdjdz kdz af zdlqfuk.

Mknvfl, sdu zv skuqf, kvn{vfnd zf ld gkek a`jgd k nka`f qfnk vnk ndr`k. Zld Wfzj ldzkek, sdu{vf lfz gkek r`zqd ovnqdz, efznadzf k fzjdnaàkz fnfl edz{vf. Wfzj nd zkek {v`n fuk lk mvjgkjgk, nd fuk afzaflvfhd afl svfeld. Sfzf k zfu qkn odrfn, vnk af lkz huknafzjvklàkafz af Wfzj fuk zv a`zjufj`n. Z` Mknvfl nd ld gkekmfnj`dnkad nvnjk, sdu {v qfnk {vf gkjfuld l4

Jdmd Hvfukv nd zf gkllkek fn jkzk jvknad llfhkudn ldzadz gfumkndz mkpdufz, lk skquvllk fzqkek k svnqd af skuqù

afzsvz af rku`dz akz fn lk klafk, p lk mkauf vujk jkljfq`nfzz`n mdzquku lk mfndu `nqfnj`n af fwsl`jkulf nkak k zv gòdmkpdu, bvf Wkr`fu {v`fn lf a`d lk ndq`j`k k Mknvfl.

Fzqf jdmsufnak ld {vf k{vflld ufsufzfnqkek? fl kdknqfu`du rku`dz af zvz km`hdz zf gkekn àd p l zkek {vf pksudnqd lf qdjkek fl qvund.

Jvnqkz rfjfz zf gkek mkn`bfzqkad fn jdnquk af ld


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{vf l jdnzàfukek vnk qdnqfuk p vnk juvflaka kue`quku`k4 Flzfur`j`d m`l`qku nd afefuk zfu del`hkqdu`d, gkek sfuaàd lkjvfnqk af lkz djkz`dnfz fn {vf kz ld gkek fwsufzkad.

Mvjgdz {vf ds`nkekn jdmd l khkjgkekn lk jkefkjvknad lfz llfhkek lk gduk, jdmd eduufhdz, zf èkn p ufhufzkeknjdnqknad fzqsàkz krfnqvukz p afjlkuknad {vf gkekn sfuaàdlk rùh`nàka jdn klhvnk zdb`zq`jkak a`rk, d jdn klhvnk efllkek`lku`nk af lk jks`qkl '{vf, klkekad zfk Kukqku+, gkekn qfnàd

lk a`jgk af r`z`qku). Nd afokekn af gkelku af Sklmk, af zvzokua`nfz, af zvz fa`b`j`dz, af zvz mvzfdz p mdnvmfnqdz, aflmh`jd ekuu`d ndjqvund af Zk Hfuufu`k jdn zvz bkmdzdz pfzsfjqkjvlkufz a`rdz, afl Sklkj`d Ufkl af Lk Klmvak`nk, d aflk efllk jkqfaukl af Lk Zfv. Klhvndz kzfhvukekn gkefu r`zqd kldz m`zmz`mdz Ufpfz af Eklfku`k, p zdzqfnkn {vf lkz Uf`nkzHv`dmku p Z`lfnj`d fukn lkz mvofufz mz gfumdzkz afl mvnad,k fzqf lkad d kl dqud afl Mvud Mh`jd {vf lfz zfskukek afEklfku`k Suda`h`dzk. Mknvfl zf ufk zkujzq`jkmfnqf af flldz.

Okua`nfz, sklkj`dz4 Mdnvmfnqdz4 Nd gkp okua`nfzmz eflldz {vf ldz afl bdnad mku`nd af Jklk Mvuqk, nd gkpmdnvmfnqd mz `msufz`dnknqf {vf lkz jkqkukqkz af Zk Bufv, pnd r`rùk mz k hvzqd fn Lk Klmvak`nk {vf fn lk efllk zdlfakaaf Zk Jdzqfuk, fn lkz mdnqkkz zfsqfnqu`dnklfz, p zfhvud {vfldz ufpfz fzqkukn af kjvfuad jdnm`hd.

Kgduk {vf k{vfl mdmfnqd qkn fzsknqdzd gkek llfhkadzf fnjdnqu afzkumkad, nd zkek {v sdak gkjfu, p jufk {vfmduùk z` qfnk {vf zdsduqku vn kd lfodz af qdad ld {vf kmkek.

Jkqfu`nk... sfnz `nmfa`kqkmfnqf.Jkqfu`nk, lk mvjgkjgk mz sfjvl`ku p bkzj`nknqf {vf

okmz gkek jdndjàd. Zld sfnzku {vf fzqkuk vn kd fnqfudz`n rfulk, {vf klhv`fn sdak qukqku af kuufekquzflk, lf


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fnld{vfj`. Z`n sudeku vn zdld edjkad af lk zfnj`llk sfudzkeudzk jfnk {vf zv mkauf lf gkek sufskukad, zf lfrknq af lkmfzk p zkl` af lk jkzk z`n jfuuku z`{v`fuk lk svfuqk. Zvzgfumkndz lf z`hv`fudn jdn lk m`ukak, p jdnq`nvkudn jfnknad.


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JKSQVLD 8

knvfl jduu` gkj`k fl edz{vfj`lld afkefavlfz adnaf zdlk fnjdnqukuzf jdnJkqfu`nk. [v ldjk fzsfuknk lf

`navod k sfnzku {vf lk fnjdnqukuk qknbj`lmfnqf4 Nd zkek af lk mvjgkjgkmz {vf fl ndmeuf {vf fllk lf gkek{vfuàd aku. Nd kskufnqkek mz af{v`njf kdz, sdu ld {vf zvz j`qkz jdnfllk fzqkekn quknzhufa`fnad lk lfp.Anaf r`rk, {v`nfz fukn zvz

skaufz4 Nvnjk lk gkek r`zqd fn Mduv, p fllk lf gkek sfaàd{vf nd jdmfnqkuk nkak af fllk jdn nka`f.

Zfu nvfzqud zfjufqd gkek a`jgd.K Mknvfl lf hvzqkekn ldz zfjufqdz, sfud kmkek qknqd k

Jkqfu`nk {vf nfjfz`qkek sufhdnkuld k ldz jvkqud r`fnqdz, kvn{vfzld bvfuk skuk akuzf jvfnqk af {vf nd fuk vn zvfd, d `njlvzdskuk akulf vnk lfjj`n kl fnhufad Ukbkfl, {v`fn gkelkek afjg`jkz jdmd z` l bvfuk fl n`jd jksk af jdn{v`zqkulkz.

Mknvfl qfnk lk jdnr`jj`n af {vf fl afzan af Ukbkflgkj`k fl hnfud bfmfn`nd zf afek k {vf fl mvjgkjgd jufksdafu jdnzfhvù k jvkl{v`fu mvofu. P Mknvfl zkek jdn qdakjfuqfk {vf zv gfumknd okmz jdnzfhvùk k vnk mvofu jdmdJkqfu`nk. [v jlkzf af ju`kqvuk fuk Jkqfu`nk4 Mknvfl gkekllfhkad k sfnzku `njlvzd {vf {v` fuk klhvnk af lkz lfhfnaku`kzju`kqvukz {vf gke`qkekn fn Eklfku`k Suda`h`dzk kl dqud lkad afl


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Mvud. [v ukud afzq`nd lf gkek sfum`qàd jdndjfulk4 [v`fuk vnk k`fu, jmd zkefuld4 Nvnjk gkek r`zqd vn k`fu.Ld {vf z skufjk mvp jlkud fuk {vf zv Jkqfu`nk nd fuk

vn zfu jduu`fnqf, p l nd zf ùk k n`nhvnk skuqf z`n knqfz rfulk.Kukqku lk gkek svfzqd fn zv jkm`nd jdn klhn sudsz`qd.

Zf {vfa adumàd, kjvuuvjkad jdnquk lkz ukjfz af vnuedl. Nd sfnz fn lk jkllkak sufdjvskj`n af zv skauf, n` fn flaukmq`jd jdnj`fuqd af zvzsùdz p hfmàdz af zv mkauf kl nd

zkefu anaf fzqkek. Fl zld sfnzkek fn zv kmkak Jkqfu`nk.Mknvfl afzsfuq knqfz af {vf kmknfj`fuk. Jkqfu`nk nd

gkek rfnàd. Dqud zf gve`fuk sufhvnqkad sdu {v fllk afefukgkefu fzqkad kll, nd fuk lh`jd. Sfud, bvfuk af qdak lh`jk,Mknvfl akek sdu afzjdnqkad {vf qfnk {vf zfu kz, {vf ndsdak zfu af dqud mdad? fzqkekn vnàdz sdu vn lkdzdeufnkqvukl. Mknvfl lk nfjfz`qkek, p Jkqfu`nk qfnk {vf kjvaùk zv z`lfnj`dzk llkmkak.


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fzj zkl` qfmsuknd af zv jkzk. Kgduk {vfLfwkn afokek af ù k lk fzjvflk af db`j`dz, kl qkmsdjd lf ksfqfjk ù. Akuk fz{v`nkd k

Wkr`fu p zf ùk k jdhfu zksdz, uknkz,zfus`fnqfz, d jvkl{v`fu dquk kl`mkk {vfsva`fuk fnjdnquku.

Jvknad llfh jgksdqf, bfl`, fn flkhvk afl kuudpd, p qù k vn lkad lkz hkzqkakzedqkz. Lvfhd zf qvme zdeuf fl gmfadmvzhd, p jfuu ldz dodz. Nd zf sfujkq af lk

euvmk {vf zf lfrknq k zv klufafadu, sdu{vf fzqkek mvpjdnjfnqukad fn zvz sfnzkm`fnqdz.

Lf hvzqkek sfnzku {vf fuk vn jg`jd a`bfufnqf p fwqukd.Qdadz ndz slknqfkmdz klhvnk rf vnk mfqk. Wfzj qkme`n,jmd nd. P zv mfqk fn lk ràk fuk zfu lk sfuzdnk mz ukuk f`nqudrfuqàk afl mvnad.

K zvz {v`njf kdz pk zkek {vf nvnjk sdauk sufzvmùaf zfu vn fwsfuqd fn nkak, kvn{vf llfhkuk k jdnzfhvù gke`làka

fn mvjgkz jdzkz. Af mdad {vf, z` nd sdak klkuafku af dqukjdzk, z`mslfmfnqf zfuk fl e`jgd mz ukud.Zvz sfnzkm`fnqdz zf r`fudn `nqfuuvmsàdz sdu vn uvmdu

nd mvp lfoknd. Afzfknad {vf bvfuk vn dzd d klhvnk dquk jlkzfaf b`fuk, zf kuukzqu z`lfnj`dzkmfnqf gkj`k fl lvhku af adnafsudjfak fl uvàd. Kskuq jdn lk mknd vndz gflfjgdz, p ld {vfr`d lf afo z`n ufzsùkj`n.


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Vnk jkefllfuk jlkuk, af vnk `njdgfufnqf lvm`ndzàkarfuadzk. Vndz mvzldz bfmfn`ndz kledz jdmd fl mumdl, zfm`jve`fuqdz sdu vn qfoàd jkz` quknzskufnqf. Lk mknd af vngdmeuf qufskek sdu vnd af k{vflldz mvzldz p zf `nqudavod ekodlk bklak.

Wfzj r`d {vf lk mvjgkjgk fjgkek lk jkefk gkj`k kquzp fnqufkeuk zvz lke`dz. Fuk sufj`dzk, qfnk lk jkuk eu`llknqf pkuufedlkak, jve`fuqk sdu vnk b`nk quknzsùkj`n {vf skufjk

fzjkujgk, p lkz sfzqkkz af zvz dodz jfuukadz qfnkn vnkm`nzjvlk hdq`qk fn fl fwqufmd af jkak vnk af fllkz, k qukrz aflkz jvklfz skzkekn ldz ukpdz af lk kvuduk.

Wfzj z`nq` vnk r`dlfnqk zkjvaàk fn zv `nqfu`du jvknadlk mknd afl gdmeuf keu` fl fzjdqf p lèfu ldz sfjgdzsf{vfdz sfud gfnjgàdz, qvuhfnqfz, elknjdz jdmd lk n`frffwjfsqd lkz sf{vfkz kufdlkz {vf bldufjkn jdmd adz udzkza`m`nvqkz. Lk edjk afl gdmeuf zf jfuu jdn afl`jkafk zdeufvn udzkad sfn, p lk mvjgkjgk fwgkl vn hfmàd.

Wfzj zf {vfa mvp {v`fqd, fzs`knad. Fl gdmeuf zfmdr` skuk jdldjkuzf fnquf lkz s`funkz af fllk, p fnqdnjfz Wfzjlf jdlvmeu lk jkuk, p ufjdndj` k zv gfumknd Mknvfl9 gkekfzqkad afmkz`kad sfna`fnqf af ld {vf sufzfnj`kek skuk gkefuufjdndjàd knqfz k nka`f. Mknvfl fnqu fn fllk jdn vnmdr`m`fnqd af zvz jkafukz. Qdad fl jvfusd af fllk zf

fzqufmfj` m`fnqukz l sudnvnj`kek vn ndmeuf?Jkqfu`nk...P fn k{vfl mdmfnqd Jkqfu`nk keu` ldz dodz p

jdnqfmsl bòkmfnqf k Wfzj, jdmd z` gve`fuk zkeàd afzafz`fmsuf {vf l fzqkek kll, fzs`nadlfz.

Wfzj zf krfuhdn, sfud zf zfnqk skukl`kad. Jkqfu`nklf gkek kqukskad jdn fl bvlhdu af zvz dodz rfuafz, p Wfzj bvf


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`njksk af mdrfuzf n` af mùku gkj`k dqud lkad m`fnqukz zvgfumknd sdzfk k k{vfllk ju`kqvuk vlqukqfuufnk.Mknvfl ufzsùkek fnqufjduqkakmfnqf m`fnqukz sfnfqukek

jdn bvfuk k vn u`qmd jkak rf mz usàd, p Jkqfu`nk, jdn ldzlke`dz fnqufke`fuqdz p ldz suskadz fnqdunkadz, nd afokek affzjvau`ku fn ldz dodz af Wfzj, djvlqd fnquf ldz gflfjgdz.

Jvknad Mknvfl h`m` p zf afuuvme zdeuf fllk,Jkqfu`nk qvrd {vf jfuuku ldz dodz k jkvzk af zv suds`d slkjfu, p

bvf lk dsduqvnàka {vf ksudrfjg Wfzj skuk zklù jduu`fnad.Qudsf rku`kz rfjfz m`fnqukz gvk, svfz lk euvmk a`b`jvlqkekzv r`z`n.

Wfzj `msu`m` k zvz s`funkz lk mkpdu rfldjàka {vf lfbvf sdzèlf, p jvknad z`nq` {vf fl jdukn èk k fzqkllkulf zfafo jkfu. Zf gkek mkufkad, p zkek {vf skukuzf qkn af ufsfnqfqukz vn fzbvfud qkn fwkhfukad sdak qfnfu mvp mklkzjdnzfjvfnj`kz9 sfud zf {vfa qfnaàd fn fl zvfld, kzdmeukadaf zvz suds`dz lkqàdz.

Jvknad gved quknzjvuuàd vn evfn ukqd zf mklaòd`nqfu`dumfnqf. Zf gkek dlràkad lkz edqkz, p nd qfnk n`nhn`nqfuz fn ufqudjfafu k sdu fllkz.


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knvfl gkek jufad {vf nd sdaukmkujgkuzf z`n rfu k Jkqfu`nk, sfudgke`nadlk r`zqd bvf kn mz a`bj`l.

Ldz zdllddz af zv mkauf kl fnqufhkulffl gkq`lld {vf qkn kmdudzkmfnqf lfgkek sufskukad lf ùu`qkudn9 zv skauflf sklmf lk fzsklak kbfjqvdzkmfnqf,p Lfwkn lf sà` {vf lf qukofuk klhnufjvfuad af zv skzd sdu lk bkevldzkjks`qkl. Ukbkfl nd zf lfrknq af lk z`llk

skuk afzsfaùzf, sfud Mknvfl ld fnqfna`. Lf ksvnq jdn flafad p mfnj`dn?

Sudnqd qf qdjku k q`.P Ukbkfl kz`nq` m`fnqukz jdmsdnk fn zv udzqud k{vfllk

fnzkpkak fwsufz`n af j`n`zmd?Af rfukz juffz {vf mf adelfhku qkn bj`lmfnqf4[v bknbkuun.Mknvfl buvnj` fl jfd kl akuzf jvfnqk af {vf Wkr`fu

nd kskufjk. Keuk k Wfzj, {v`fn lf gkek fzqkad fr`qknadafzaf {vf lf ufzq`qvp zvz edqkz, dlràkakz ovnqd kl kuudpd, p lfhv` vn dod jdn jdmsl`jàka, jdmd z` lf fnjknqkuk jdmskuqùzv mkpdu zfjufqd jdn zv gfumknd mfndu.

Zkl` af lk jkzk. Kmknfjk pk, p {vfuk vnùzf k ldzafmz ufjlvqkz af k{vfl kd bufnqf k lk Jkzk Mkpdu af lk klafk,ld {vf fn fl à`dmk klmkaukr`knd f{v`rklk kl Kpvnqkm`fnqd.


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Gkek fjgkad k knaku jvknad vnk rd lf afqvrd?Mknvfl+P kl kq`zeku sdu fnj`mk afl gdmeud r`d k Wkr`fu, jdn fl

sfld kledudqkad, jduu`fnad gkj`k l. Mknvfl zdnu`, a`rfuqàd.Sdu ld r`zqd gkz ufzvflqd rfnù k afzsfaùqf. Mf

sufhvnqd {v qf gk gfjgd jkme`ku af ds`n`n.Wkr`fu, krfuhdnkad, kam`q`?Fz j`fuqd, nd {vfuk afzsfaùmf af q`. Z`fmsuf gfmdz

fzqkad ovnqdz, p kgduk...Evfnd, llfhk klhn ak fn {vf gkzqk ldz gfumkndz zf

zfskukn p z`hvfn uvmedz a`bfufnqfz.Wkr`fu nfh fnuh`jkmfnqf, p Mknvfl jkz` z`nq` afzfdz

af llduku.Nd afjlku. Pd fzqku z`fmsuf jdn m`z

gfumkndz. Ndzdqudz z`fmsuf fzqkufmdz vnàdz, k sfzku af lka`zqknj`k.

Mknvfl fzed vnk qè`k zdnu`zk.Evfnd, Wkr`fu. Q z`fmsuf a`jfz lk rfuaka.Fl gfumknd mkpdu zf bvf z`leknad. Lfwkn zkl` bvfuk af

lk jkzk jdn lkz mkndz fn ldz edlz`lldz p zdnu` k Wkr`fu.Rkmdz k lk jdl`nk4 Lfz rfufmdz skzku.P ldz jvkqud bvfudn jduu`fnad k lk jdl`nk, `njlvzd

Ukbkfl, qkn mkpdu jdmd zf zfnqk l skuk k{vfllkz jdzkz.

Jvknad k ld lfodz r`fudn skzku k ldz zdlakadz p k ldzjg`jdz afl svfeld {vf zf èkn k{vfl kd, Lfwkn gve`fuksufbfuàd nd gkefuldz r`zqd. l jufk {vf ùkn jknqknad pz`leknad, jdmd fn dqudz kdz. Sfud k{vfl ak, jdmd z` klhdqqu`jd zf lfz gve`fuk sfhkad fn lk bufnqf, èkn jkeèkodz pmvzq`dz. Vnk zdmeuk skz slknfknad zdeuf ldz jvkqudmvjgkjgdz, jdmd vn fndumf sokud. Sfud kl klku Wfzj lk


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jkefk nd r`d nkak, n` qkn z`{v`fuk vnk nvef.Ufsfnq`nkmfnqf fzqufmfj`ad af bud, Wfzj `n`j` flufhufzd k jkzk.

Kl ak z`hv`fnqf nd bvf k lk fzjvflk sdu vnk evfnkukn? vnk m`zqfu`dzk b`feuf lf gkek mknqfn`ad sdzqukadavuknqf qdak lk ndjgf, p Mkvuk, vnk af lkz km`hkz af zv mkauf,kzfhvukek {vf fuk sdu fl jufj`m`fnqd.

Z, Wfzj jufjk mz afsu`zk af ld {vf fuk jdmn fn vn

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dz zfmknkz mz qkuaf llfhkudn vndzzdlakadz k lk jkz`qk af ldz Rkllz. W`qklkrkek udsk, p Lfwkn p Wfzj lk qfnakn kl

zdl. Lk svfuqk fzqkek ke`fuqk af sku fn sku,jdmd jkz` z`fmsuf. Fl skauf p ldz dqudz adzgòdz gkekn àd k jduqku lfk, p W`qk zfllfr vn zvzqd af mvfuqf jvknad r`d k ldzzdlakadz. zqdz gkekn llkmkad sfudfnqukudn z`n fzsfuku k {vf nka`f lfz `nr`qkukk gkjfuld.

Zf {vfakudn sfqu`b`jkadz m`fnqukz ldz zdlakadz fmsfkekn kufh`zquku lk jkzk, p Lfwkn bvf fl su`mfud fn ufkjj`dnku. Kuudo lk udskmdokak {vf qfnk fn lkz mkndz, afonadlk jkfu z`n akuzf jvfnqk zdeuflk jkefk af zv gfumknd, p krkn jdn ldz svdz ksufqkadz.

[v a`keldz juf`z {vf fzq`z gkj`fnad4Sfud ldz zdlakadz n` z`{v`fuk ld mùkudn. Lk jkzk fuk sf{vfk

p fn vn mdmfnqd qfum`nkudn af ufh`zqukulk. Fnqdnjfz kskufj` vnnvfrd sfuzdnkof. Zv vn`bdumf zld ufjduakek rkhkmfnqf kl af ldzzdlakadz afeàd k ldz bko`nfz, edqdnfz af dud p mlq`slfz dunkmfnqdz{vf ld ufjkuhkekn. Lfwkn ufjdndj` k{vfl vn`bdumf p k{vfl udzqud,

kvn{vf zld ld gkek r`zqd vnk rf, p afzaf lfodz.Fl zkuhfnqd Eklqkzku zf aòd Lfwkn, sfuslfod.Fuk l, fn fbfjqd, p gkek fn zv udzqud vnk fwsufz`n

kr`nkhukak.Evfnd, anaf fzq4Anaf fzq fl {v4Eklqkzku nd qfnk lk mfndu `nqfnj`n af ufekokuzf k aku

fwsl`jkj`dnfz k vn jg`jd, af mdad {vf zf fnjku jdn lk qfmeldudzk


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mvofu. Anaf fzq Mknvfl Rkllz4 Anaf fzq fzf mkla`qdafzfuqdu4

Nd bvf ufklmfnqf mkld zkefu {vf Mknvfl gkek afzfuqkad.Nd bvf qkn mkld zkefuld af k{vfl mdad qkn euvqkl f `ngvmknd. Ndbvf ld sfdu nd zkefu {v gkek sda`ad djvuu`u skuk {vf Mknvfl{v`z`fuk afzfuqku. Ld sfdu bvf {vf ldz akz bvfudn skzknad z`n {vf lkbkm`l`k qvr`fuk af l lk mfndu ndq`j`k.


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fzj llfhkek afl kuudpd, lkz mkndz fn ldz edlz`lldz,afzjkld p jdn lkz edqkz kl gdmeud, z`leknad jdnkevuu`m`fnqd. Sudnqd jvmslùk a`fj`z`z kdz, p

pk nd lf hvzqkekn lkz m`zmkz jdzkz {vf knqfz?fzqkek gkj`nadzf mkpdu. P mvp k sfzku zvpd zfzfnqk afmkz`kad zdld z`n zvz gfumkndz, jdnMknvfl afzkskufjàd, p ldz dqudz qufz qukekoknad,kvn{vf fn hfnfukl lk zdlfaka lf hvzqkek.

Nd sdak zdsduqku sdu mz q`fmsd fl zfu fljfnqud af lkz kqfnj`dnfz af zv mkauf, kl nd qfnfu

fllk n`nhn dqud ufqdd af {v`fn jvàku.Zf gkek klfhukad mvjgd af {vf Lfwkn ufhufzkuk sdu vndz

akz, sfud zv gfumknd qkmsdjd skufjk fl m`zmd af knqfz, p nd zkekz` fzd afek klfhukulf d fnqu`zqfjfulf.

Zf aòd {vf sdauk sudsdnfulf gkjfu klhd fzsfj`kl ovnqdzknqfz af mkujgkuzf af nvfrd k Klknfll, jdmd klhvnk fwjvuz`n dvnk b`fzqk jdn jg`jkz. Jdn Lfwkn qdad fuk mz a`rfuqàd, nvnjk gkeklvhku skuk fl kevuu`m`fnqd d lk `nkjq`ràka.

Pk fn lkz jkllfz af Mduv, Wfzj ufsku fn klhv`fn {vf zfgkllkek zfnqkad fn vn sduqkl, p zkjkek kzq`llkz af vnk ukmk jdn vn

fndumf jvjg`lld.Zf qukqkek af Hv`llfm, fl qdnqd afl svfeld, vn sfuzdnkof af

vndz rf`nqf kdz af faka, klqd p huvfzd, qkn huknaf jdmd vn kumku`dp jdn vn hfn`d fna`kelkad, p nd dezqknqf evfnd jdmd vn qudd af

skn f `ndbfnz`rd z` nd zf mfqkn jdn l. Zld gkek vnk jdzk fn flmvnad jksk af sudrdjku zv jlfuk, p fuk {vf lf llkmkukn sdu zvksdad, S`pdpd.

Wfzj nd fuk n` vn sudrdjkadu n` vn hklld af sflfk. Jdmd


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{vfuk {vf lf afokukn qukn{v`ld, fzd fuk sufj`zkmfnqf ld {vf gkjk ljdn ldz afmz. Okmz zf mfqk jdn nka`f, n` z`{v`fuk jdn Hv`llfm,sdu fzd nvnjk sudnvnj`kek zv ksdad fn zv sufzfnj`k.

[v gkp, Hv`llfm4Fl eded lf zdnu` jdn zv edjk mfllkak p huv zv zklvad.Wfzj skz k zv lkad qukn{v`lkmfnqf p adel lk fz{v`nk gkj`k

zv jkzk, z`qvkak fn lkz kbvfukz sfud mvp jfujk afl svfeld. K ldzsdjdz skzdz dp jmd klhv`fn lf fzsfqkek k Hv`llfm?

S`pdpd, S`pdpd+P Wfzj zdnu` mkl`hnkmfnqf m`fnqukz zfhvk knaknad jdn

`nadlfnj`k, p zf ufhdaf sfnzknad fn lk sfuzfjvj`n af lk {vf èk kzfu qfzq`hd, zke`fnad {vf Hv`llfm gkuk s`jka`lld kl mfnqfjkqdkqufràd.

Fn k{vfl mdmfnqd klhv`fn skz sdu zv lkad, jduu`fnad qknusàkmfnqf {vf zld svad rfu bvhkmfnqf fl rvfld af zv jkm`zk, kladelku dquk fz{v`nk p afzkskufjfu af zv r`zqk.

Zld zkek af vnk sfuzdnk jksk af jduufu af k{vfl mdad, p

Wfzj ufjdndj` rkhkmfnqf k zv gfumknd Lfwkn fn fl eudm`zqkafzksufnz`rd {vf gkek gvàd qukz sudrdjku kl S`pdpd.

Fnqdnjfz dp vn bvu`dzd eukmàd k zv fzsklak, p ldz sfl`lldzafl jdhdqf zf lf fu`kudn.

Zf rdlr` jdn `njufavlàka, bdumknad vn z`hnd af`nqfuudhkj`n jdn zv jfok `{v`fuak, p zf lf svzd lk jkunf af hkll`nk klrfu kl S`pdpd jdn lk mz qfuuèlf af lkz fwsufz`dnfz {vf fuk jksk afbdumku fn zv jkuk, jduu`fnad gkj`k l jdmd vn qdud zklrkof,

`nvnaknad lk jkllf fnqfuk jdn zv b`hvuk.Kl rfu zv edjk ekefknqf p zvz dodz `npfjqkadz fn zknhuf,Wfzj jdmsufna` {vf fl S`pdpd evzjkek vnk rjq`mk skukafzkgdhkuzf sfhnadlf vnk evfnk skl`k, p jdmd fl jvlskelf gkek

svfzqd s`fz fn sdlrdudzk lk rjq`mk èk k zfu l. Skuk fr`qku qkmkk`novzq`j`k ufkjj`dn sdu b`n, zf zkj lkz mkndz af ldz edlz`lldz p zklà`zskukad.

Skuk nd zfu kljknkad sdu Hv`llfm, Wfzj zf `nqfun fn lk


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budnak af lk dnk du`fnqkl af Mduv, svfz lk `nqu`njkak kuedlfak p flqfuufnd kjjàfnqkad fukn ànfdz skuk aku fz{v`nkd k k{vfllk bvu`dzkmkzk af mzjvldz.

Jvknad zf jufp k zklrd zf afqvrd, p zf svzd lk mknd zdeuffl sfjgd skuk zfnqù zv jdukn p kjkllkuld. Fuk fl m`zmd hfzqd {vfvq`l`kuk skuk qukn{v`l`ku k vn jkeklld afzedjkad.

Zdnu` jdn vnk fwsufz`n jkz` af à`dqf? z, gkek ldhukadafzs`zqku k zv sfuzfhvàdu. Nd sdak du n`nhn uvmdu {vf nd bvfukfl sudrdjkad sdu fl m`zmd edz{vf, ufzsùknad k zv klufafadu,zkqvukad af ràk.

Jfuu ldz suskadz, ufsfnq`nkmfnqf a`jgdzd sdu lk sk {vfuf`nkek k zv klufafadu. Afefuk zfnqùzf bvu`dzd jdn Lfwkn sduk{vfllk evbdnkak, sfud nd fuk kz.

Gvpfnad af nvfrd, Wfzj Rkllz4Fl mvjgkjgd z`nq` qkl zdeufzklqd {vf qdadz ldz mzjvldz af

zv jvfusd lknkudn vnk zkjvaàk. Wfzj evzj k {v`fn gkeksudnvnj`kad k{vfllkz sklkeukz, p zf qds jdn vndz dodz rfuafz

ufedzknqfz af m`zqfu`d {vf ld dezfurkekn jdn `nqfnzàka afzaf fllm`qf af vn jlkud.

Lk mfnqf af Wfzj qkua vn sdjd fn ufjdndjfulk? mflfnkjlkuk af vn qdnd rfuadzd, mfo`llkz zdnudzkakz, lke`dz slfqu`jdz afzfnzvklàka, p k{vflldz dodz...

Ufjdua vn ndmeuf sudnvnj`kad jdn kngfld? Jkqfu`nk. P klufjduaku qkme`n lkz mkndz af zv gfumknd zdeuf ldz elknjdz mvzldzaf lk jg`jk z`nq` vnk ufkjj`n fn zv fnqufs`funk {vf lf g`d zfnqù

vnk r`dlfnqk rfuhfnk.Nd a`jfz nkak, Wfzj4 sufhvnq lk mvjgkjgk. Jdmd lz`hv`fuk fn z`lfnj`d, fllk fmfuh` qukz ldz kuevzqdz p jkm`n gkj`k l,kquksnadlf jdn zv mùkak. N` z`{v`fuk gdlk4

l nd sdak mdrfuzf, nd sdak fzjksku. Nkak svad gkjfujvknad fllk zf `njl`n zdeuf l p lf ud ldz jkeflldz jdn ldz afadz.R`d kjfujkuzf fl udzqud af fllk p jfuu ldz dodz jvknad k{vflldz lke`dzzf sdzkudn zdeuf ldz zvpdz, p z`nq` vn qfmeldu jvknad zvz mkndz


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kjku`j`kudn lk s`fl bufzjk af lk mvjgkjgk. Fllk mfq` vnk mknd fn zvfnqufs`funk p ud zv jkunf skls`qknqf jdn zvz afadz budz. Wfzj zfzvmfuh` fn fl ruq`hd.

Jvknad svad jddua`nku af nvfrd zvz sfnzkm`fnqdz jdnj`fuqk jduavuk, Wfzj zf gkll qfnaàd ekod fl zvzvuuknqf qfjgd afgdokz, dzjvufjk, p qfnk bud.

Fzqkek jdmslfqkmfnqf afznvad, p kl lfrknqkuzf skuk ufjdhfuzv udsk zf lf {vfakudn sfhkakz fn lk fzsklak p fn lkz nklhkz klhvnkzgdokz mvfuqkz.

Zf r`zq`, jkz` mk{v`nklmfnqf, jdn lkz udskz afzqudkakz kjkvzk af zv bufnq`jk jkuufuk jdnquk fl S`pdpd, sfud l ksfnkz zfkjduakek pk af jmd gkek àd k skuku k k{vfllk dnk.

Lk afzhkuukak jkm`zk ksfnkz lf jveuk lk fzsklak, p afk{vfllk hv`zk fjg k knaku gkj`k zv jkzk.

Avuknqf fl qukpfjqd qukqkek af kjduakuzf af ld zvjfaàd, sfudnd sdak ufjduaku gfjgdz, zld zfnzkj`dnfz. Kn nd gkek jvmslàda`fj`z`z kdz, p fn mvjgdz kzsfjqdz fuk qdakrk vn n`d. Ld

zvjfaàd ld llfnkek af jvlsk p af a`jgk, p gve`fuk afzfkad jdnquzfldk klhv`fn, sfud nd sdak gkjfuld. Jmd èk k afjùlfz {vf lk mvofuaf zv gfumknd lf gkek kuufekqkad lk `ndjfnj`k4

Llfh pk fnqukak lk ndjgf. Zv bkm`l`k fzqkek jfnknad, p z`navak lf khvkuakek vnk dofkak af ufjdnrfnj`n af zv skauf p klhnjdmfnqku`d fzqsàd af skuqf af zvz gfumkndz, sfud gkek klhd nvfrdfn l {vf qdadz sfujè`fudn, p zf {vfakudn b`zhnadlf m`fnqukzkqukrfzkek fl jdmfadu gkzqk lk fzjklfuk {vf jdnavjk k ldz

adum`qdu`dz. Qdadz fwjfsqd Ukbkfl, {v`fn skufjk gkllku mvp`nqfufzknqf fl jdnqfnàd af zv slkqd. Lfwkn kgdh vnk u`zk, z`fnad flsu`mfud fn zklù af k{vfl eufrf quknjf?

Fg, Wfzj+ Rkpk s`nqk {vf qukfz. Nd ldhukuk s`llkuqf flS`pdpd, rfuaka4

Wfzj, afzsf`nkad, jdn zvz u`dz jkzqkdz ufslfqdz afgdokukzjk, zvadudzd, lkz udskz afzqudkakz, jlkr vnk `nqfnzk mùkakzdeuf Lfwkn p zf bvf k lk jkmk. K Lfwkn zf lf kqukhknq fl edjkad


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{vf fzqkek mkzq`jknad.


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knvfl ufhufz sdu b`n k jkzk. Fuk vn afzfuqdu,p zv ju`mfn zf skhkek jkud. M`fnqukz

Hvfukv sfnzkek {v zf sdak gkjfu, ldfzjdna`fudn fn fl zqknd, p a`z`mvlkudn lkfnqukak.

Mknvfl zf fnjfuukek fn fl zqkndjvknad rfnkn r`z`qkz, p zf skzkek ldz akzavum`fnad, p lkz ndjgfz bvfuk af jkzk.Hvfukv fzqkek mvp sufdjvskad? afquz afzv afzklfnqkak zdnu`zk Mknvfl fzjdnak vn

m`zqfu`d, p k mfnvad, jvknad lf gkelkekn, Mknvfl skufjk kvzfnqf, pHvfukv afzjveuk fn l vnk mùkak qkn kofnk...

K rfjfz, fzqknad qdadz ufvnàdz ovnqd kl bvfhd af lkjg`mfnfk, Hvfukv ufskukek fn zv gòd mkpdu, {vf fzqkek fnquf flldzz`n fzqku ufklmfnqf kll, p jvknad rdlrk skufjk gkjfuld af qkn lfodz{vf Hvfukv qfnk m`fad af {vf vn ak nd sva`fuk ufhufzku.

Mknvfl zf kvzfnqkek sdu lkz ndjgfz af zv jkzk z`n afjù knka`f anaf èk. Hvfukv lf rfk qdmku fl uvmed fzqf af Mduv, p zfukzjkek lk jkefk jdn `n{v`fqva.

Wfzj nd sdak adumù sdu lkz ndjgfz. Nd afokek af sfnzku fn{vf, kgduk {vf gkek ufhufzkad k jkzk, Mknvfl gkek ufknvakad zvzfnjvfnqudz jdn Jkqfu`nk.

Wfzj gkek qukqkad af dlràkulk, sfud nd sdak, p zf zfnqkqfuuèlfmfnqf jfldzd p qkme`n jvlskelf sdu ld zvjfaàd fnquf l p lkzvsvfzqk ndr`k af zv gfumknd. Sfnzkek fn fllk jdnzqknqfmfnqf, p lkafzfkek.

K zdlkz fn lk dzjvuàka, zf da`kek p lk da`kek k fllk, p kl


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m`zmd q`fmsd lk kmkek jdn afzfzsfukj`n. Jufk {vf llfhkuk kufz`hnkuzf k {vf Jkqfu`nk bvfuk skuk Mknvfl, sfud zf f{v`rdj? lk{vfuk skuk l.

Wfzj zf ufqdujk af adldu p af jfldz jvknad rfk k Mknvflzklù fn aùfjj`n kl Fzqf. Vnk ndjgf lf z`hv`, p fzqvrd fzjvjgknadjmd gkjkn fl kmdu, udafkadz sdu lk euvmk.

Wfzj fzs` fnquf ldz gflfjgdz m`fnqukz Jkqfu`nk kjku`j`kek fljkeflld af Mknvfl, jvpk jkefk afzjknzkek zdeuf fl ufhkd af lkmvjgkjgk. Jkqfu`nk jlkrkek zvz dodz fn ldz af Wfzj, p l zf zfnqk vnm`zfukelf sdu fzqku kll, p sdu afoku {vf fllk ld zvs`fuk.

Dquk ndjgf, fn jvknqd fzjvjg {vf Mknvfl fzqkek afufhufzd, keknadn fl jkquf p jduu` k evzjkulk.

Jkqfu`nk lf fzqkek fzsfuknad, ekkak fn lv af lvnk, jdn ldzdodz eu`llknqfz p ldz lke`dz gmfadz.

Wfzj qukq af gkjfulf akd jdn zv sdzfz`n, gve`fuk {vfuàdmkqkulk p mduù jdn fllk fn fl mdmfnqd af mkpdu wqkz`z.

Kl b`nkl, zld sdak kjku`j`kulk jdn avlvuk, p dlfu fl sfubvmf

af zvz jkeflldz, p kmkulk z`n sklkeukz sdu{vf fllk fuk jksk af llduku.Z, Jkqfu`nk lldukek. Lf aòd {vf lf {vfuk, {vf nd sdak r`rù z`n l, paf klhvnk mknfuk Wfzj zkek {vf fuk j`fuqd.

P Mknvfl4Qkme`n lf {v`fud.Nd svfafz qfnfu k ldz adz karùq` Wfzj.Z {vf svfad. Kl mfndz avuknqf vn q`fmsd.Wfzj gve`fuk {vfuàd fzquknhvlkulk, sfud zld bvf jksk af

kjku`j`ku zv jvflld.Ndz sfuafuz k ldz adz.Ld z. Sfud fzq fn m` nkqvuklfk.Jvknad ufhufz k zv jkzk kn nd gkek kmknfjàd. Fnqu z`n

gkjfu uvàd p bvf k kjdzqkuzf, p kl skzku bufnqf k lk jkmk af Mknvflnd svad fr`qku aù`hùlf vnk mùkak.

Mknvfl nd adumk, p kl zfnqù zvz dodz zdeuf l Wfzj zfzdeufzklq. Zv gfumknd mkpdu lf zdnu` bvhkmfnqf fn lk dzjvuàka,


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sfud Wfzj lf r`d k lk sfubfjj`n. Zf kjdzq, qfmelknad jdmd vnkgdok.Ld zkef4, zf sufhvnq.B`nklmfnqf, ldhu adum`uzf, ovzqd jvknad fl zdl fmsfkek k

fmfuhfu qukz fl gdu`dnqf.


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ukz mfa`qkuld sudbvnakmfnqf, Hvfukvqdm vnk afj`z`n? zv gòd gkek{vfeuknqkad lk lfp, p afek zdmfqfuzf k

jvmslù vn jkzq`hd sdu flld, d jdnrfuqùzffn vn sudzju`qd af sdu ràk.Fl av{vf af Klknfll, skuk {v`fn

qukekokek Lfwkn, gkek `nqfujfaàd sdu fljg`jd, p gkek ldhukad vn afjufqd ufkl,mfa`knqf fl jvkl, z` fl jg`jd zf fnqufhkekrdlvnqku`kmfnqf, zf lf jdnafnkuk zld k

adz kdz af su`z`n. W`qk lldu, lldu p lldu, sfud b`nklmfnqf flju`qfu`d af Hvfukv zf `msvzd?

Bklqkzqf k qv afefu, gòd. Kjfsqk qv ovzqd jkzq`hd jdmd vngdmeuf. Qv ufeflak fzq jdmsudmfq`fnad k qvz gfumkndz.

Mknvfl, b`nklmfnqf, kjfsq zv zvfuqf. Wkr`fu sudsvzd {vf ldzj`njd gfumkndz skuq`fukn af fwjvuz`n vndz jvknqdz akz, skuk sdafuafzsfaùzf af Mknvfl. Lfwkn nd svad kjvaù? fl av{vf qfnk`nr`qkadz, p kvn{vf lf a`d sfum`zd, Lfw sufbù` mdzquku zvkhukafj`m`fnqd k zv zfdu {vfanadzf skuk zfurùlf. Wfzj ufgvz ù,

sufqfwqknad nd zfnqùzf e`fn.

Zf mkujgkudn ldz qufz mkpdufz, fnquf u`zkz, kvn{vf Mknvflfjg vnk lq`mk mùkak k Wfzj, vnk mùkak ufedzknqf af qu`zqfk. Zvmkauf lfz afzsà` gkj`fnad dnafku zv aflknqkl, klhd jdnquku`kak

sdu{vf nd lf gkekn a`jgd jvnad ufhufzkukn.Ksfnkz gve`fudn afzkskufjàd af zv r`zqk, k Wfzj lf bklq

q`fmsd skuk jduufu gkj`k fl edz{vfj`lld af kefavlfz.Ldz qufz gfumkndz kjkmskudn fn vn lvhku mvp gfumdzd,


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ovnqd k vn sf{vfd lkhd {vf afzjknzkek fn fl jfnqud af vn rkllf,udafkad af mdnqkkz p af edz{vfz af fnj`nkz p s`ndz. Fuk edn`qd pzdl`qku`d, ovzqd ld {vf flldz evzjkekn.

Sfzjkudn, nkakudn, fwsldukudn ldz klufafadufz. Ld mfodu,jdmd z`fmsuf, llfh k lk ndjgf, jvknad zf ufvn`fudn klufafadu aflbvfhd p fmsfkudn k skuldqfku.

Lk jgkulk jdnq`nv gkzqk {vf Wkr`fu, sdn`nadzf vn afadknqf ldz lke`dz, lf `na`j k Ukbkfl {vf mùkuk k zv gfumknd.

Mknvfl zf gkek adumàd.Ukbkfl ld qks jvàkadzkmfnqf jdn vnk mknqk p zf kjdzq k

zv lkad. Wkr`fu sufbù` fnquku fn fl sf{vfd jdnd af jvfud {vf fukzv q`fnak af jkmskk, p nd qkua fn {vfakuzf adumàd k bvfuk affzjvjgku ldz uvmdufz af ldz kn`mkl`lldz ndjqvundz p ldz zvzvuudz aflkz gdokz fn ldz uedlfz.

Fn Klknfll, Lfw nd sfh dod fn qdak lk ndjgf? fzqkekqfuuèlfmfnqf `n{v`fqd, sfud nd zkek sdu {v. P, kl ak z`hv`fnqf, zfafzfnjkafn lk qukhfa`k.


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fwkn fzqkek fn Klknfll jvknad zvjfa` qdad, ppk fuk afmkz`kad qkuaf skuk gkjfu nkak. Fn

kaflknqf z`fmsuf lf {vfakuk k{vfllk kmkuhvuk fnfl klmk? {vf nd gkek sdaàd fzqku jdn zv bkm`l`kfn lkz gdukz af `njfuqàvmeuf p afzfzsfukj`n{vf z`hv`fudn k lk afzksku`j`n af Mknvfl.

Llfh k zv jkzk jdn fl jdukn fnjdhàd,p ld su`mfud {vf g`d bvf keukku k zvz gfumkndzfn z`lfnj`d. Zv mkauf sfumknfjk kjdzqkak ekodfl fbfjqd af ldz zfaknqfz. Fl skauf fzqkek kn

mdr`l`knad k lk hfnqf, p duhkn`knad nvfrkz fwsfa`j`dnfz afez{vfak. Ukbkfl afjk {vf fuk `nq`l, p lkz lhu`mkz ufzeklkeknafzaf zvz dodz jvknad nka`f sdak rfulf.

Lfwkn sà` {vf lf jdnqkukn qdad.Mknvfl skufjk a`zqknqf, sfud bfl` lf jdnq Wkr`fu.

Zf {vfa aèvoknad jdn ldz jkuednj`lldz {vf gkek ufzjkqkad af fnqufldz ufzqdz af lk gdhvfuk, zfnqkad k lk du`llk afl lkhd, m`fnqukzndzdqudz aekmdz vn jduqd skzfd.

Jvknad ufhufzkudn, jdnq`nv Wkr`fu, r`fudn zvz edqkz

jvàkadzkmfnqf jdldjkakz lk vnk kl lkad af lk dquk, p ovnqd k fllkz,qukekad ekod vnk s`fauk skuk {vf lk eu`zk nd zf ld llfrkuk, fl

sfuhkm`nd fn fl {vf gkek fzqkad qukekoknad, p zvz q`lfz.Ld evzjkmdz jdnq`nv Wkr`fu, jdn lk rd

fzquknhvlkak. Lf llkmkmdz k hu`qdz avuknqf qdak lk qkuaf p huknskuqf af lk ndjgf. Mùkmdz fn lkz du`llkz afl lkhd p fn lkz khvkzsuw`mkz kl lvhku adnaf gkekn {vfakad zvz jdzkz. Jvknad ndz


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r`mdz `msdqfnqfz bv`mdz fn evzjk af kpvak.Avuknqf akz j`fnqdz af sfuzdnkz af lkz klafkz mz jfujknkzlf fzqvr`fudn evzjknad, `njlvzd aukhkudn fl lkhd, z`n ufzvlqkadklhvnd. Nd kskufj`.

Lfwkn lldu. @ek k jvmslù a`fj`djgd kdz, p pk nvnjkrdlrfuk k llduku.

Bvf vnk gfuàk {vf okmz zf jvu.Lk mkauf nd svad rdlrfu k adumù, lk bkm`l`k nd svad rdlrfu

k mfnj`dnku ld djvuuàd z`n {vf fl llknqd kskufj`fuk.Hvfukv fmsf k rfu zv zklva kbfjqkak sdu lk sfnk, p nvnjk

rdlr` k zfu fl gdmeuf bvfuqf jdn zklva af g`fuud {vf gkek zàd gkzqkfnqdnjfz. Af gfjgd, lf {vfakekn sdjdz mfzfz af ràk, kvn{vf knnd ld zkek.

Ukbkfl zf qdun qkj`qvund p fwkhfukad fn zv sufdjvskj`n sdulkz sfuzdnkz {vf kmkek. Fn jkme`d, afzaf k{vfl ak fuk nfhl`hfnqfjdn zv suds`k zfhvuàka, skufjk {vf qukqkuk af evulkuzf af lk mvfuqf.Jkeklhkek jdmd vn jfnqkvud, jdnavjk lk jkuufqk jdmd vn ldjd, p nd

qdmkek lkz mn`mkz sufjkvj`dnfz skuk sukjq`jku zvz afsduqfzbkrdu`qdz.

Wkr`fu afokek {vf lk sudjfz`n bvfuk sdu afnqud.Lfwkn jfuu vnk svfuqk fn zv `nqfu`du, p r`r` fl ufzqd af zv

ràk jdn vn sfzd fn fl jdukn.P Wfzj... l nvnjk {v`zd rdlrfu k gkelku af flld, sdu{vf kl

rfu fl lq`md aèvod af zv gfumknd ld jdmsufna` qdad, sfud okmzzf ld aòd k nka`f.

Wfzj fzqvrd mvjgd q`fmsd z`n kjvaù kl edz{vf af kefavlfz.Jvknad sdu b`n ld g`d fnjdnqu k Jkqfu`nk. Gkek fzqkad llduknad, pskufjk fnbfumk. Fn ufklàka, qdad fl edz{vfj`lld skufjk fnbfumd.Af klhvnk bdumk fllk zkek ld djvuuàd, sfud n` l n` fllkmfnj`dnkudn n` vnk sklkeuk zdeuf Mknvfl. Zf kmkudn jdn bvu`k,llfndz af adldu p af jvlsk.

[vakqf jdnm`hd fzqk ndjgf lf sà` fllk.Wfzj g`d vn fzbvfud skuk ufhufzku. Zf gkek mkujgkad


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lfodz, mvp lfodz, mz kll af adnaf zv mùkak zf gkek sfuaàd, pmù k Jkqfu`nk jkz` jdmd z` zf zdusufna`fuk af fzqku k zv lkad.Nd svfad. Jdn vnd af ndzdqudz {vf skzf lk ndjgf bvfuk af

jkzk pk fz zvb`j`fnqf skuk m` sdeuf mkauf.Jkqfu`nk jdmsufnak.

Rfn q jdnm`hd aòd Wfzj.Fllk ld mù jdn j`fuqk klkumk. Af ufsfnqf, vnk fzsfzk n`felk

lfz udafkek, p Wfzj z`nq` qknqk ksufnz`n {vf `njlvzd jufp rfukb`lkakz hkuukz zvuh`fnad af lk fwqukk euvmk. Sfud fn fl sufj`zdmdmfnqd fn {vf Jkqfu`nk kl zv rd, qknqd lkz hkuukz jdmd lk n`felkafzkskufj`fudn.

Nd svfad.Wfzj skuskaf, klhd jdnbvzd. Zv `mkh`nkj`n lf fzqkek

ovhknad mklkz skzkakz4Sdu {v4 Jkak rf {vf mf klfod af q` skuk rdlrfu k m`

ràk ufkl mf sufhvnqd z` rdlrfu k rfuqf. Nd sdaukz qukn{v`l`ku m`jdukn jdn vnk z`mslf sudmfzk4

Pd nd svfad sudmfqfuqf nkak, Wfzj. Zdp afmkz`kad buh`lskuk sdafu gkjfu sudmfzkz. N` z`{v`fuk z z` kl sdnfuzf lk lvnkzfhvù k{v skuk rfulk zklù af nvfrd.

Wfzj nd {vfuk mkujgkuzf. Jvknad pk fzqkek rfzqàd p ndskufjk qfnfu nkak mz {vf afjù, kn sfumknfjk kll, af s`f, fnz`lfnj`d.

M` gfumknd gk mvfuqd sdu nvfzquk jvlsk.Qv gfumknd fzq k{v, jdnm`hd aòd Jkqfu`nk, jdn vn

uflkmskhvfd fn zvz dodz rfuafz, p lk fwqukk euvmk rdlr` klfrknqkuzf.Wfzj jdmsufna` {vf ldz zfufz {vf zf djvlqkekn fn lk euvmk

nd bdumkekn skuqf af zv `mkh`nkj`n.Jdnm`hd, skuk z`fmsuf aòd Jkqfu`nk. P vn ak q qf

ufvnùz jdn l, p jdn ldz dqudz. Sdu{vf zdp buh`l, Wfzj, pk qf ld gfa`jgd. Zdp buh`l p nd svfad fzqku zdlk...

Wfzj zf `njl`n zdeuf fllk skuk efzkulk sdu lq`mk rf, p zf


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mkujg jduu`fnad, zklqknad fnquf ldz gflfjgdz jdn zvz lkuhkz s`funkzp z`n rdlrfuzf skuk m`ukulk.


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vfukv, bufjvfnqfmfnqf, kjvak fn zfjufqd kllkhd adnaf gkek afzkskufjàd zv gòdmkpdu. Zkjkek af fnquf zvz udskz fl

sfuhkm`nd zdeuf fl {vf Mknvfl gkekfofjvqkad zv lq`md aèvod, ld afzfnudllkekp zf skzkek gdukz jdnqfmslnadld.

Z`fmsuf kjkekek jdn ldz dodzknfhkadz fn llknqd, p kl b`n ufhufzkek k zvjkzk, jkak rf mz ae`l skuk knaku. Mùkek

k zv gòd mfndu z`n afjùlf nkak.

Gkelkek jkak rf mfndz, gkzqk {vf vn ak, z`mslfmfnqf,afo af gkelku.

Lvfhd, afo af jdmfu.

P, sdu lq`md, afo af ufzsùku.

Jvknad fwgkl zv lq`md kl`fnqd, fl sfuhkm`nd jkp af fnquf

zvz afadz. Fl jkuednj`lld zf gkek a`bvm`nkad, sfud fl aèvod kn fuksfubfjqkmfnqf r`zèlf? vn odrfn p vnk mvjgkjgk zf keukkekn,afznvadz, fn fl jlkud af vn edz{vf, m`fnqukz fukn dezfurkadz sdu vngdmeuf {vf qfnk vn jvjg`lld jlkrkad fn fl jdukn.


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Afmdn`dz af BdumfnqfukpEfllrfu

Fl Sdafu af lk ZknhufFl Sdafu afl Kmdu

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Ldz sfuzdnkofz af Afmdn`dz afBdumfnqfuk p af lk zkhk Efllrfu,p fl mvnad adnaf r`rfn.

Gkjf mvjgd q`fmsd, ovnqd jdn ldz gvmkndz p lkz ju`kqvukz ndmh`jkz, gke`qkekn fn nvfzqud mvnad mvjgkz ju`kqvukz jdn sdafufzfzsfj`klfz. Ldz gvmkndz afzkuudllkudn qfjndldhk skuk ka{vùù

sdafufz zfmfoknqfz, p kl m`zmd q`fmsd zvuh`fudn lk u`rklàka p lkafzjdnb`knk mvqvk fnquf lkz ukkz mh`jkz p lkz nd mh`jkz.

Lk zdlvj`n bvf jufku vn Mvud Mh`jd {vf a`ràk kmedzmvnadz? fl mvnad ndumkl adnaf r`rùkn ldz gvmkndz, p lk _dnkSuda`h`dzk adnaf gke`qkukn k{vflldz {vf sufbfukn lk zvsfur`rfnj`kaf lk mkh`k, {vf èk afzkskufj`fnad kll adnaf zf keuk skzd lkqfjndldhk.

Ldz gke`qknqfz af lk _dnk Suda`h`dzk skzkudn k llkmkuzf LdzDjvlqdz. Lkz Svfuqkz Mh`jkz z`hvfn fw`zq`fnad fn lk kjqvklàka, pzdn kjjfzdz af vnd kl dqud mvnad9 lk mkpdu skuqf af fzdz sduqklfzfzqn z`qvkadz fn lkz @zlkz Eklfkufz p fzqn jdnqudlkadz sdu lk ukk afldz afmdn`dz.

Fn kmedz mvnadz gk gkeàd z`fmsuf qfnz`dnfz af sdafu 'fn flmvnad gvmknd fl E`fn p fl Mkl r`fnfn ufsufzfnqkadz sdu flJnjlkrf af Knj`kndz jvpd lafu fz Uk`mdn Llvll-, p fl

Qkvmkqvuhd, p fn fl mvnad suda`h`dzd ldz zvsvfzqdz lafufz aflE`fn zdn ldz afmdn`dz jvzqda`dz af lkz Svfuqkz-, {vf fzqn fnjdnzqknqf lvjgk jdnquk ldz gke`qknqfz af lk `zlk mh`jk af Skufllkak gvmkndz ufnfhkadz kl zfur`j`d afl m`zqfu`dzd Ufp Llkafun @W).

Fl Mvnad Suda`h`dzd r`fnf k zfu vn ufblfod afl nvfzqud, sfudadnaf qdad fz mz fwkhfukad, mh`jkmfnqf àfkl`kad, lvodzd,

sfl`hudzd, mkukr`lldzd, r`dlfnqd, fwvefuknqf, fn zvmk, Suda`h`dzd.Kafmz, gkp {vf ufzklqku {vf fn lk zkhk nd gkelkmdz af lkz @zlkz


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Eklfkufz, z`nd af Eklfku`k, adnaf zld Bdumfnqfuk p Jkeufuksvfafn jdnzàfukuzf `zlkz, pk {vf af nduqf k zvu Mfndujk, Mklldujk f@e`k fzqn vnàkz, p bdumkn vnk sfnnzvlk {vf k zv rf fzq vnàk kvn m`zqfu`dzd jdnq`nfnqf {vf fzq jdnafnkad k afzkskufjfu 'd zfk,kvn{vf nd zf mfnj`dnk, zf zvsdnf {vf gkelkmdz af Kqlnqàk).


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SfuzdnkofzFn qdadz ldz Mvnadz?

;. LDZ A@DZFZ?Lk Zkhukak Qukak?Gke`qkn fn fl j`fld af Bdumfnqdu.

KukqkuA`dz zvsufmd, jufkadu af qdakz lkz ju`kqvukz, {vf rflk sdu fl

F{v`lèu`d. Skauf af Bflefl p Bdzjdu. Zvz gòkz ufsufzfnqkn ldzfwqufmdz jdnquku`dz {vf bdumkn fl f{v`lèu`d, p Kukqku lkz kmk sdu`hvkl.

BfleflLk a`dzk Jufkaduk. Fz gfumdzk, uve`k p af dodz rfuafz. Zv kzsfjqd

q`fnf vn gkld jflfzq`kl.Bdzjdu

Lk a`dzk Jduuvsqduk. @hvkl af gfumdzk {vf zv gfumknk, sfud jdnvn kzsfjqd mkl`hnd, fz mdufnk p jdn ldz dodz kvlfz.


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Fn nvfzqud lkad afl Mvud Mh`jd?;. ZFM@-K@FUZ?Ukk mfzq`k. Gòdz af gvmkndz p k`fuz.

Ku`knq.Sudqkhdn`zqkSdu zv kzsfjqd skufjf vnk ju`kqvuk af lk a`dzk Bflefl. Fz kqfnqd,

jdnzàfukad, `nqfl`hfnqf, jku`dzd, zfnzèlf p skj`b`zqk, kvn{vfqkme`n fz vn hukn hvfuufud, jvknad nd lf {vfak mz ufmfa`d {vf

lvjgku. Q`fnf fl adn afl hlkmdvu kù`jd? lk hfnqf zf z`fnqf mfodujdn zv zdlk sufzfnj`k. Zv adn jufjf jvknad jknqk? zv gfumdzk rd fzmh`jk, kvn{vf l nd ld zkef.

Efllrfu.Sudqkhdn`zqkFz mdufnd p jdn ldz dodz kvlfz, jdmd lk a`dzk Bdzjdu. Q`fnf vn

lkad dzjvud, fz fhdzqk, klhd jknkllk, qukmsdzd, mvofu`fhd povfuhv`zqk. Sfud fz qkn zfavjqdu p jku`zmq`jd {vf qdadz ldz {vf ldjdndjfn ld kamùkn.

5. LDZ K@FUZ?Ukk z`m`lku k ldz gdmeufz sfud jdn ukzhdz bz`jdz

jkukjqfuzq`jdz. Zv j`jld af ràk qkme`n fz a`bfufnqf, kz jdmdzv ufz`zqfnj`k p jkskjàka af ufjvsfukj`n, {vf gkjfn {vf

svfakn llfhku k r`rù m`lfz af kdz. Fwjfsqd klhvnk fwjfsj`n,zdn zfufz rùqvdzdz p f{v`lèukadz, mfndz akadz {vf ldz gvmkndzk zdmfqfuzf k zvz skz`dnfz. Kadukn k Bflefl.

Qvu`wknq.Sfuzdnkof su`nj`skl.M`zqfu`dzd sfuzdnkof {vf zf zvsdnf af lk ndelfk af Bkuqku`qw,qukekok skuk Efllrfu, p rk fnmkzjkukad. Q`fnf lk m`z`n af sudqfhfu kKu`knq fn zv r`kof gkj`k Eklfku`k.

Hv`dmku.Sfuzdnkof su`nj`sklSu`njfzk hvfuufuk af hukn efllfk. Fzq fnkmdukak af Efllrfu, k

{v`fn fz b`fl k sfzku af ldz zvbu`m`fnqdz {vf zf afu`rkn af zv uflkj`njdn l. Z`n fmekuhd, nd q`fnf vnk kjq`qva r`jq`m`zqk p, k ld lkuhd af lk


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g`zqdu`k, afmvfzquk zv hukn jkujqfu.Qflm.Sfuzdnkof su`nj`sklFz vn k`fu jdn kzsfjqd af jg`jd kadlfzjfnqf. Fz `msvlz`rd,

kskz`dnkad, `nmkavud. Bvf km`hd af Efllrfu afzaf zv n`f, kl zfuEfllrfu mfa`d gvmknd zqf kljknk lk mkavuf, sfud Qflm fz flfqfund kadlfzjfnqf. Fz vn sfuzdnkof mvp q`fund.

Klefu`j af Bkuqku`qwUfp af ldz K`fuz af Bkuqku`qw, skauf kadsq`rd af Efllrfu.Akmk K`fu af Bkuqku`qw

Nd zf llfhk k mfnj`dnku zv ndmeuf, fz lk jdmskfuk zfnq`mfnqklaf Klefu`j, p {v`fn fofujf af mkauf kadsq`rk af Efllrfu.

K`fuz af Du`fnq?

Sunj`sf Du`dlSunj`sf af ldz K`fuz af Eklfku`k, sku`fnqf af ldz hfmfldz.O`nfqfz afl R`fnqdHvfuufudz K`fuz {vf jkeklhkn zdeuf kl`jdun`dz.

EfufnhvfuKnq`hvd hfnfukl af Du`fnq, Efufnhvfu kjkek z`fnad Ufp af

Eklfku`k kl jkzkuzf jdn lk Uf`nk Q`knk. Efufnhvfu fz fl skauf af ldzhfmfldz Efllrfu p Ku`knq, p afzkskufjf lk ndjgf af zv nkj`m`fnqd.

Akmkz K`fuzNdelfz K`fuz

:. LK UK_K AF LDZ GDMEUFZ?Ukk nvmfudzk p fwqfna`ak. Vndz kadukn k Bflefl p dqudz kBdzjdu.

. Knqfz af llfhku k Eklfku`k?

Qdud.Sfuzdnkof su`nj`sklFl h`hknqf b`fl, vn gdmeuf huknaf p bvfuqf, afzjdnb`kad p hukn

hvfuufud, gfumknd kadsq`rd af Ku`knq, ld sudqfhf jdnquk qdadz ldzsfl`hudz.


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Bklj.Sfuzdnkof su`nj`sklFz fl gòd kadsq`rd afl Qkvmkqvuhd. Kl su`nj`s`d af lk g`zqdu`kfzq fn fl eknad fnfm`hd, r`r` avuknqf vn q`fmsd fn lk _dnkSuda`h`dzk, sfud sfua` lk mfmdu`k kl zfu fnrfnfnkad jdn nfsfnqgfz.Vnk qfuuèlf mkla`j`n sfzk zdeuf l. Fz vn hukn hvfuufud,`nqfl`hfnqf, zfnzèlf, af jkujqfu klfhuf p eudm`zqk, rkl`fnqf+ fàfkl`zqk. R`rf mkujkad sdu vndz fwqukdz zvfdz-ufjvfuadz {vf

sudrdjkn vnk juvfl lvjgk `nqfu`du.Akmku`z af Wduu`hd

Skauf af Qdud p skauf kadsq`rd af Ku`knq, fw hfnfukl afl Fouj`qdaf Eklfku`k.

Bke`knkLk kmknqf gvmknk af Efllrfu, kzfz`nkak sdu Fl`zkua.KmkdnkzUkk gvmknk af mvofufz hvfuufukz. Mfujfnku`kz.Gke`qknqfz afl svfeld af Mdhkadu

Gvmkndz af Eklfku`kHv`buFl ndelf mz sdafudzd af Eklfku`k, suvafnqf p b`fl.Jklk`kKme`j`dzk p efllk, fz lk kvqnq`jk mklrkak af lk g`zqdu`k, `nqfnqk

zfavjù k Efllrfu, p kl nd jdnzfhvùld, sdu rfnhknk, qukmk lk mvfuqfaf Hv`dmku p lk afzquvjj`n af Eklfku`k.

Llqfu af Zdn Z`vufll

Fl zfdu bfvakl mz r`fod af Eklfku`k, huvn p jdn mvp mklhfn`d, sdnf fn zv z`q`d kl kuudhknqf Efllrfu, sfud qkme`n jkfzfavjàd sdu zv sfuzdnklàka. Llqfu fz fl skauf af Udnzkj, {v`fnjdn lk m`qka af zvz gòdz zf mkujg k lk _dnk Suda`h`dzk.

Kvufme`k`wNdelf af Eklfku`k, mvofu`fhd fmsfafunàd p vn sdjd jdekuaf,

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DlfhvfuNdelf af Eklfku`k, sufzvnqvdzd p sfaknqf, fnjkefk lk bkjj`n afldz ndelfz {vf jdnzsùkn jdnquk lk mdnku{vk af Eklfku`k.

W`mkZfduk bfvakl af Eklfku`k, klhd huvfzk, z`msq`jk p rkl`fnqf.Aklmkv

Ndelf af Eklfku`k, qukàdu k zv svfeld.Jks`qn U`jkuaJks`qn af lk Hvkua`k Ufkl af Eklfku`k, mvp rkl`fnqf, gdnfzqd p

fwqufmkakmfnqf buknjd.Hfnfukl JvhkqHfnfukl afl Fouj`qd af Eklfku`k, fwsfu`mfnqkad, kvn{vf klhd

kjdmdakad kl sdafu af zv uknhd.Jdudnflk Z`lkzJdudnflk afl Fouj`qd af Eklfku`k, mvp eukrk p evfnk lvjgkaduk.Bz`jdz af Eklfku`kLdz ma`jdz {vf kq`fnafn k ldz gfuàdz d fnbfumdz.

Hvkua`k Ufkl p dqudz Zdlakadz 'af kmedz zfwdz)

1. GKAKZ?Ju`kqvukz mh`jkz {vf gke`qkn fn ldz okua`nfz af Klbke`k,

sudqfhàdz qukz vnk ekuufuk qfmsdukl. Kadukn k Bflefl.Z`vuknk.Fz lk Uf`nk af lkz Gkakz.Dodz af meku.

Gkak af Klbke`k.Z`lfnj`d.Sfuzdnkof su`nj`sklFz vn gkak jdn kzsfjqd af kadlfzjfnqf. Q`fnf lk zfnzvklàka p fl

fnjknqd af vnk ldl`qk, fz a`rfuqàk, `ndjfnqf, k rfjfz vn sdjd qdusfjdn zvz gfjg`dz '{vf q`fnfn k mfnvad jdnzfjvfnj`kz g`lkuknqfz),

sfud q`fnf huknafz sdafufz p ld afmvfzquk fn lkz ekqkllkz. Gkkeknadnkad vnk ràk bfl` p jmdak fn ldz Okua`nfz af Klbke`k sdukmdu k Ku`knq, k {v`fn z`hvf k sfzku af ldz sfl`hudz {vf ld udafkn.


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6. KLMKAUKR@KNDZ?Ukk z`m`lku k ldz gdmeufz, bdumk vnk vqs`jk j`r`l`kj`n,

mvp lèfukl, {vf r`rf fn fl `nqfu`du afl rdljn af ZKlmkaukrk.Deq`fnfn qdad ld {vf nfjfz`qkn af lk fnfuhk hfdqum`jk aflrdljn, hukj`kz k zvz jdndj`m`fnqdz af `nhfn`fuk. Fzqn qknkjdzqvmeukadz k lkz jdmdaàkafz sudsduj`dnkakz sdu zvqfjndldhk {vf r`rfn af fzsklakz kl gfjgd af {vf zv j`r`l`kj`nfzq jdnafnkak. Kadukn k Kukqku, sfud zv A`dz sudqfjqdu fz Kl`wKvufk, fl hv`lk af lkz klkz af dud.

DzrklaFl jks`qn af ldz zdlakadz klmkaukr`kndz, gòd afl Zfdu af lk

Mdnqkk p km`hd af Bklj.DlkbZfdu af lk Mdnqkk Zkhukak, lafu af ldz klmkaukr`kndz.lrkuGòd mfndu af Dlkb.

DaukGòk af Dlkb. Fzq fnkmdukak af Bklj, {v`fn nd lf jduufzsdnaf.HdakFzsdzk af Dlkb.Jkqfu`nkKlmkaukr`knk. Zùrf k Wfn`vz fn zfjufqd.Lk JgkmknkFnqukkelf knj`knk jdn mvjgd jkujqfu, zknkaduk p lafu

fzsù`qvkl af ldz klmkaukr`kndzJvàkadufzZdlakadzM`fmeudz afl Quèvnkl

2. GKE@QKNQFZ AF MDUQ@QW?Zfufz mkl`hndz p mdnzquvdzdz {vf kadukn k Bdzjdu. R`rfn fn

Mduq`qw, afnqud afl uf`nd af Eklfku`k. Zv lafu fz fl Qkvmkqvuhd.


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Mduavnk`Zdlakadz afl Qkvmkqvuhd. Skuk {vf lf zùrkn b`flmfnqf, lfz gkkuuknjkad fl jdukn. Zf kl`mfnqkn af zknhuf gvmknk sdu{vf zv

suds`k zknhuf fz svqufbkjqk. Q`fnfn fl kzsfjqd af dme`fz.L`jnqudsdzMdnzquvdz h`hknqfzjdz p mvp bvfuqfz, q`fnfn b`hvuk gvmknk, sfld

fn qdad fl jvfusd, hkuukz p jkefk af fndumfz ldedz.MknqjdukzMdnzquvdz afrdukadufz af gdmeufz jdn jdlk rfnfndzk, jvfusd af

lfn p jkefk gvmknk hudqfzjk, q`fnfn skz af svfujdfzsn fn lkfzsklak p hkuukz af eudnjf.

Fl`zkuaLvhkuqfn`fnqf af Wfn`vz, kzfz`nd af Bke`knk. Jdekuaf p qukàdu,

Qvu`wknq q`fnf jdn l vnk afvak af zknhuf.Lfn@nbfunklLk qfuudub`jk mkzjdqk afl Qkvmkqvuhd, fz vn fndumf lfn jdn

jvfundz, jkak kndjgfjfu skquvllk ldz klufafadufz af lk bduqklfk af

Mduq`qw p afrduk k jvkl{v`fuk {vf zf kqufrk k afkmevlku sdu lk dnk.Fn lk hvfuuk, zùrf af jkeklhkavuk k zv zfdu.

Dqudz mdnzquvdz.

8. LDZ MKHDZZdn ldz Flfhàdz af Bdzjdu p af Bflefl skuk ufsufzfnqkulfz

zdeuf fl Mvnad. Zfufz zke`dz p mvp sdafudzdz.Uk`mdn Llvll fl Knj`knd

A`zjsvld af Bflefl. Zke`d Fqfund af Eklfku`k, fofujf af Su`mfuM`n`zqud p aù`hf fl uf`nd fn kvzfnj`k afl Ufp. Skuqàku`d af Ku`knqafzaf zv nkj`m`fnqd, `nqfnqk jdnqudlkuld qdad jdn zvz huknafz

sdafufz kl zfur`j`d af Bflefl. Nd zf llfrk e`fn jdn Efllrfu, jdn {v`fnq`fnf jdnq`nvdz fnbufnqkm`fnqdz.

Wfn`vz-Fl Qkvmkqvuhd.M`zqfu`dzd sfuzdnkof af hukn sdafu. R`rf fn Mduq`qw, p fz

`nmduqkl. Adm`nk lkz kuqfz af gfjg`jfuk, p bvf fl su`nj`skl jkvzknqf


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af {vf lk kumdnk fnquf gvmkndz p nd gvmkndz {vfakuk afzquvàk.Zkef {vf zld z` zf vn`fukn qdakz lkz ukkz jdnquk l sdaukn kjkekujdn lk kmfnkk af zv adm`n`d.

7. DQUDZ?Kl`jdun`dzJu`kqvukz mh`jkz af Eklfku`k, zvuhàkz af lk vn`n af ldz

jdujflfz af Eklfku`k p lkz hv`lkz zkhukakz afl rdljn afZKlmkaukrk. Afzquvùlkz fz skuqf afl slkn afl Qkvmkqvuhd.

Fzqu`hd`z, bdl`dqz, bdllfqz, n`nbkz, z`lbkz, aukafz, zqùdz, fqj.Ju`kqvukz mkukr`lldzkz {vf gke`qkn fn lk Eklfku`k Suda`h`dzk qukz

fl Mvud Mh`jd, llkmkad qkme`n Fl Rfld, vn lvhku ufblfod afEklfku`k fn fl jvkl qdad fz mz eflld p fwkhfukad 'lkz mdnqkkz zdnmz klqkz, ldz qduufnqfz mz jkvakldzdz, ldz lkhdz mz sudbvnadz, flj`fld mz kvl, lk rfhfqkj`n mz fwvefuknqf)

BfudLded af Efllrfu.

Bvu`dzdGòd afBfud.Qwfll

Fz vnk fzskak, sfud q`fnf sfuzdnklàka suds`k. Su`mfud sfuqfnfjfk Qvu`wknq p lvfhd k Efllrfu. Vn gfjg`jfud afzjdndjàd kq k lkfzskak vn fzsu`qv bfmfn`nd {vf kmk sudbvnakmfnqf k zv kmd. Afgfjgd, Qwfllq`fnf zfnq`m`fnqdz jdmd fl da`d, d fl m`fad, `njlvzd vnkzklrkof klfhuk avuknqf ldz jdmekqfz, p fwsufzk fzqdz zfnq`m`fnqdz

mfa`knqf vmeàdz, rèukj`dnfz p afzqflldz, `nqfl`hèlfz skuk zv kmd.


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Kl dqud lkad afl Mvud Mh`jd'_dnk Suda`h`dzk)?

0. AFMDN@DZ?Zdn skufjàdz k ldz gvmkndz, sfud q`fnfn jvfundz p zdn mz

bvfuqfz p ldnhfrdz. R`rfn kl dqud lkad afl Mvud Mh`jd, fn Eklfku`kSuda`h`dzk, p adm`nkn lk Bdumfnqfuk Suda`h`dzk. Zdn mvp zèku`qkz,

kadukn lkz deukz af kuqf p lfz khukak r`rù udafkadz af qdad q`sd aflvodz. Zdn mvp gfumdzdz fn zv bdumk rfuakafuk, sfud jvknadjuvkn k lk Eklfku`k Hfnv`nk ka{v`fufn vn bz`jd skrdudzd skuk ldzgvmkndz, p vzkn vn sdafu llkmkad hlkmdvu skuk kadsqku vn kzsfjqdmz eflld d qdlfukelf k ldz dodz gvmkndz. Jdmd zdn afmdn`dz pzèku`qkz sdu fnj`mk af qdad, nd zdn afmkz`kad fzjuvsvldzdz k lkgduk af a`zbuvqku afl zfwd, p fnquf flldz fz bufjvfnqf lk e`zfwvklàka,lk e`hkm`k, lk sudm`zjvàka, `njlvzd rfn jdn evfndz dodz lkzuflkj`dnfz `njfzqvdzkz, kvn{vf z jdnafnkn bvu`dzkmfnqf lkr`dlkj`n p ldz kevzdz af ldz mz bvfuqfz k ldz mz ae`lfz.

KekqfuKlmùknqf af lk bldqk af ldz Afmdn`dz fn Bdumfnqfuk.Kadn`z Ka`knq 'sfuzdnkof su`nj`skl)Fz fl Zfdu af Klk`du, kskufnqk vndz 56 kdz, sfld lkuhd uve`d

dzjvud, fz qkn ufb`nkad {vf k rfjfz skufjf `njlvzd kbfm`nkad, sfud klk gduk afl jdmekqf fz vnk b`fuk, fl mfodu hvfuufud fnquf ldz

afmdn`dz, p fl mz sufzvmàd, duhvlldzd p zèku`qk. Jku`zmq`jd pmvp {vfuàd fnquf ldz zvpdz, qkme`n fz fl afmdn`d {vf mz da`dzafzs`fuqk fnquf zvz fnfm`hdz, sdu zv jkujqfu afzafdzd p lèfuq`nd,

sdu zv j`n`zmd, p zdeufqdad sdu zv jdzqvmeuf af eudmfku p fndjkz`dnfz af gvm`llku sel`jkmfnqf k lk hfnqf, k rfjfz af bdumk

ekzqknqf juvfl. Fz qufmfnakmfnqf ukj`zqk jdnquk ldz gvmkndz.Kafmz, fzq fnkmdukad af zv su`mk Okzdnf, sdu ld {vf nd zdsduqk kBklj. Gkjf hklk af vn gvmdu mvp jàd p afzafdzd, jksk af


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lknku ldz `nzvlqdz mz `nhfn`dzdz p afzquvjq`rdz, p lkz sdjkzdjkz`dnfz fn {vf s`fuaf ldz fzquèdz zf jdnr`fuqf fn vnk ju`kqvukgduufnak.

KzqduFz fl gòd af Bklj af Klknfll p Okzdnf af Bdumfnqfuk, d zfk

mfa`d gvmknd p mfa`d afmdn`d.KzquhklAfmdn`d, jvkad af W`sfll, vnd af ldz jks`qknfz af Okzdnf.Edua`dl 'sfuzdnkof su`nj`skl)Fl gfumknd mfndu af Juu`qw p Okzdnf, kskufnqk fnquf ;0 p 51

kdz, fz qkn eflld {vf, sfzf k {vf fz mvp klqd, k rfjfz ld jdnbvnafnjdn vnk mvofu. Z`n fmekuhd, fz vn hvfuufud fwjfsj`dnkl,

sfnafnj`fud, `msvlz`rd, p fn djkz`dnfz ekzqknqf r`dlfnqd. Fz vnd afldz su`mfudz fnquf ldz afmdn`dz fn bduoku vnk km`zqka jdn Bklj,kvn{vf k ld lkuhd af lk g`zqdu`k fzqk km`zqka ka{v`fuf vn mkq` fndjkz`dnfz zfnzvkl.

Juu`qw 'sfuzdnkof su`nj`skl)

Kskufnqk :3 kdz, fz klqd, sfld nfhud, `msdnfnqf. Fz fl zfdu mz{vfuàd p ufzsfqkad af ldz afmdn`dz, fl gfumknd mkpdu af Okzdnf paf Hkuu`j Edua`dl. Q`fnf huknafz jdndj`m`fnqdz ma`jdz p j`fuqdzjdndj`m`fnqdz af mkh`k. Fz fl mz suvafnqf p fl mz zke`d, sfudnvnjk zf `msdnf, z`nd {vf afok kjqvku k ldz afmz, anadlfz lèfuqka,kjqvknad jdn bùmfk zld jvknad ldz afzkzqufz pk skufjfnùufmfa`kelfz.

Akbnf

Lk sf{vfk gòk ekzqkuak af Mkhndl`k, gòk zfjufqk af Quufj afZdn Edv p sdu qknqd mfa`d gvmknk.Akmkz af BdumfnqfukQ`fnfn jvfundz p zdn edn`qkz, klfhufz, lèfuklfz. Skuq`j`skn fn

qdadz ldz n`rflfz af lk ràk zdj`kl af ldz afmdn`dz, `njlvzd fn lkzufvn`dnfz skuk afekqù kzvnqdz af hvfuuk. Mvjgkz zdn zdlakadz fnq`fmsdz af hvfuuk, d afb`fnafn k zvz gòdz p gdhkufz jvknad ldzgdmeufz nd fzqn. Jdmd fn Eklfku`k gkp mvp evfn jl`mk, jvknad nd


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rkn af hklk zvflfn rfzqù udskz af fzq`ld mdak Ka-Lè. Lfzfnjknqkn ldz kskqdz edn`qdz p lk udsk gfumdzk, sdu fzd ksudrfjgknjvkl{v`fu fwjvzk skuk gkjfu b`fzqkz, ek`lfz, fqj.

Hkuu`j7 kdz, z`msq`jd n`d {vf jdn zv gfumknd mkpdu Ovhlknz llfrk k

jked sf{vfdz ufjkadz skuk Bklj avuknqf vn jdmekqf km`zqdzd. Mzkaflknqf zf ufrflk {vf Hkuu`j p zv gfumknd Ovhlknz zdn fn ufklàkaldz orfnfz gòdz afl afmdn`d W`sfll.

Fnb`qfu Hk`hkllkufqAfmdn`d, vnd af ldz db`j`klfz af Kadn`z Ka`knq.Blf`wFz vn afmdn`d mvp qfzqkuvad, da`k qknqd k ldz gvmkndz {vf z`

sdu l bvfuk lfz mknakuk vnk sfzqf {vf kjkekuk jdn qdadz flldz.[v`fuf lk mvfuqf af Bklj, nd zdsduqk lk àfk af {vf zv kadukakzfduk, Okzdnf af Bdumfnqfuk, qfnhk nkak {vf rfu jdn vn gvmknd.

HklfuknUfp af ldz ed`fqz, kl`kad af ldz Zfdufz af Bdumfnqfuk, gdmeuf

mvp `msfqvdzd p hvfuufud sfzf k zv ekok fzqkqvuk.Okzdnf'sudqkhdn`zqk af Afmdn`dz af Bdumfnqfuk)Nd zf jdndjf zv faka 'n` lk af n`nhn afmdn`d), kvn{vf zv

kzsfjqd fz fl af vnk mvofu af vndz 56 kdz. Zfduk af Bdumfnqfuk,ovnqd jdn zvz adz gfumkndz Juu`qw p Hkuu`j Edua`dl p zv su`mdKadn`z Ka`knq, {vf fzq fnkmdukad af fllk, sfuqfnfjf k lk l`qfhdefunknqf fn lk _dnk Suda`h`dzk. Fz mvp efllk, zfnzvkl p lèfukl'sdu flld fz kjvzkak af zfu euvok p da`kak sdu ldz lafufz af skzfz

zdj`klmfnqf mz kqukzkadz)9 jvknad zf z`fnqf kjduuklkak q`fnf vnjkujqfu zklrkof p r`dlfnqd, fz sdafudzk, jks`qknfk fl fouj`qd af ldzafmdn`dz p fzq kjdzqvmeukak k gkjfu zv rdlvnqka z`n akufwsl`jkj`dnfz k nka`f. Kl su`nj`s`d nd qdmk k Bklj fn zfu`d, ld qukqkjdmd z` bvfuk vn ovhvfqf hukj`dzd, zf mvfzquk jd{vfqk+ f `njlvzdjksu`jgdzk, a`zbuvqk af sudrdjku zfnq`m`fnqdz qkn kua`fnqfz fn fl

odrfn9 sfud kjkek sfuaàkmfnqf fnkmdukak af l, z`fnad lk su`mfukzdusufnaàk af lk skz`n {vf fz jksk af afzsfuqku fn fllk fl odrfn


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gvmknd.OvhlknzAfmdn`d kadlfzjfnqf, gfumknd af Hkuu`j.

Lnadj

Kl`jdun`d, ju`kqvuk lfhfnaku`k, fz jdmd vn jkeklld jdn klkz p vnjvfund mh`jd, fz fl gfuklad af huknafz kjdnqfj`m`fnqdz p kskufjffn mdmfnqdz af hukn ksvud skuk Bklj.

Mkhndl`kGfumknk sf{vfk af Kadn`z Ka`knq, vnk akmk mvp efllk p mvp

avljf, q`fnf vn gòd ekzqkuad af Quufj.UkefllkKpk af Mkhndl`k, vnk knj`knk fnqukkelf p zke`k {vf sudqfhf

mvp e`fn k zv zfduk.W`sfllFz vn afmdn`d mvp z`msq`jd, af ldz su`mfudz fn mdzquku kbfjqd

sdu Bklj.

;3. FN SKUFLLKAKJkuavvz 'sfuzdnkof su`nj`skl)Fzq fn fl eknad af Skufllkak 'ldz mkldz). Pk fz vn gdmeuf

mkpdu, vn hfnfukl {vf kljkn lk hldu`k fn sdjkz skzkakz kl zklrkuSkufllkak af hukrz`mkz kmfnkkz. Fz vn kvqnq`jd kzfz`nd,kmkuhkad, lèfuq`nd, eduukjgd, kledudqkadu, juvfl p ekzqknqf kb`d.Mknq`fnf vnk uflkj`n klhd zdzsfjgdzk jdn zv suds`k gòk, jvpkkvqnq`jk nkqvuklfk, sdzèlfmfnqf `njfzqvdzk, zf afok k lk

`mkh`nkj`n af jkak vndJufwOdrfn hfnfukl af Skufllkak, rkl`fnqf, zdeu`d p suvafnqf, mvp

{vfuàd fnquf ldz zdlakadz p fl ufzqd af ldz db`j`klfz afl ufp Llkafun@W. Ovnqd jdn zv gfumknd Nkujz bdumk vnk ekk `nrfnjèlf fn flfouj`qd af Skufllkak. Bvf jkvzk af huknafz ufrvfldz kl zfu

euvqklmfnqf kzfz`nkad sdu fl hfnfukl Jkuavvz k quk`j`n.


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Akmkz af SkufllkakLdz skufllkafnzfz zdn ldz fnfm`hdz af ldz afmdn`dz. Fnquf dqukzjdzkz, rfn mvp mkl {vf lkz mvofufz af ldz afmdn`dz llfrfn vnk ràk,zfhn flldz, lèfuq`nk. Fn lk zkhk nd zf sufqfnaf sufzfnqkuldz jdmdldz mkldz, z`nd {vf q`fnfn vn svnqd af r`zqk mvp a`bfufnqf af ldzafmdn`dz p sdu fzd nd zf fnq`fnafn. Lkz akmkz af Skufllkak zdn flmfodu ufblfod af jmd fz lk zdj`faka skufllkafnzf? r`rfn skuk zfu

efllkz p zfu lkz jdmskfukz àfklfz skuk zvz fzsdzdz, p lkz mkaufzsfubfjqkz skuk zvz gòdz. Lkz {vf q`fnfn sdafu ld jdnz`hvfn af bdumkkzqvqk. Ldz gdmeufz af Skufllkak lkz sudqfhfn, p fllkz afsfnafnjdmslfqkmfnqf af zvz mkuàdz. D fzd fz ld {vf skufjf /Ndqk? fnvnd af ldz jksqvldz, vnk akmk af Skufllkak sufqfnaf kjdnzfoku klufp. zqf lf ufzsdnaf {vf fl okua`nfud nd sàf jdnzfodz k lkmku`sdzk, z`nd {vf zf l`m`qk k dbufjfulf fl mfodu okuan skuk {vf hdjffn l.

Gòdz af UdnzkjOrfnfz zfu`dz p kavzqdz, af du`hfn mklldu{vn jdmd zv skauf p

af jkujqfu ndelf, sudqfjqdufz jdn lkz mvofufz, b`fudz hvfuufudz fnjdmekqf, p kezdlvqkmfnqf b`flfz k zv skauf. Fzqn fn fl eknad afSkufllkak.

Gòdz af JkuavvzLèfuq`ndz p eduukjgdz jdmd zv skauf, ekzqknqf afzsufj`kelfz.

Evfndz lvjgkadufz.GdljvzFl gòd mkpdu af Udnzkj.

Llkafun @W'sfuzdnkof su`nj`skl)Fz fl ufp af Skufllkak, vnk `zlk mh`jk {vf q`fnf lk jvklàka afafzkskufjfu sdu lkuhkz qfmsdukakz af lk bk afl mvnad. Fz kqukjq`rd,kzsfjqd svljud, bvfuqf, fnquf :3 p 13 kdz, fz vn hukn gfjg`jfud,gdmeuf mkn`svlkadu, juvfl p duhvlldzd, fl mkpdu fnfm`hd af ldzafmdn`dz, svfz sufqfnaf kjkeku jdn zv ukk skuk jdnqudlku lkzSvfuqkz Mh`jkz p llfhku k adm`nku fl mvnad, qknqd k vn lkad jdmdkl dqud afl Mvud Mh`jd. Zf dezfz`dnk jdn Bklj, kl {vf sufqfnaf


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jdn{v`zqku skuk zv jkvzk. Nd zf lf rf lk jkuk gkzqk mvp fnqukak lkg`zqdu`k. Q`fnf vnk rd gfumdzk, rkudn`l p jlàk.Nkujz

Klmùknqf af lk bldqk af Llkafun @W, gfumknd af Jufw9 fzvn gdmeuf kn mvp odrfn sfud af huknafz ldhudz, vn hvfuufud ndelf +f `nqfl`hfnqf, fwjfsqd fn ld {vf ufzsfjqk k zv sudmfqàk, Z`lfnf, {vf krfjfz lf gkjf {vfaku jdmd k vn qdnqd.

Dlfhvfu af Zdn EdvFmskufnqkad jdn lk Bkm`l`k Ufkl af Eklfku`k, zfdu af Zdn Edv,

làfuk vn huvsd af uka`jklfz {vf sufqfnafn {vf ldz Djvlqdz ndrvflrkn k juvku okmz fl Mvud Mh`jd, z`nd {vf sfumknfjkn fn lk_dnk Suda`h`dzk. Mvfuf fn fl su`mfu jksqvld af Afmdn`dz afBdumfnqfuk, z`fnad lk jkvzk af {vf ldz ndelfz mklldu{v`nfz juvjfn flMvud skuk mkqku afmdn`dz.

Udnzkj af Zdn Z`vufll 'sfuzdnkof su`nj`skl)Fuk gdmeuf sdafudzd p mvp ufzsfqkad fn lk _dnk Hfnv`nk. Zf

kagù` ovnqd jdn lk m`qka af zvz nvmfudzdz gòdz k lk jkvzk afl ufp

Llkafun af Skufllkak, jdmd mfujfnku`d, svfz rf fn lk ukk af ldzafmdn`dz vnk hukn kmfnkk skuk ldz gvmkndz. Af nd zfu sdu zvds`n`n `nkmdrèlf zdeuf ldz afmdn`dz, zf lf q`fnf sdu vn gdmeuf afhukn gvmknàka, ovzqd p ndelf. R`rf vnk g`zqdu`k af kmdu jdn vnk

su`njfzk ufgn af Skufllkak, lk akmk Wùjk. Fz vnd af ldz hfnfuklfzmz rkldukadz afl fouj`qd af Llkafun.

Z`lfnfGòk af Jkuavvz. Mvp odrfn, mvp edn`qk, zvsfub`j`kl p l`hfuk af

jkzjdz, vn sdjd edek, rk sdu lk ràk jdn zvz sf{vfkz `nqu`hkz p ndzf sfujkqk af {vf fn ufklàka ldz gdmeufz k {v`fnfz juff jdnqudlku lkvq`l`kn fn zv suds`d sudrfjgd. Kl n`jd {vf lk {v`fuf z`njfukmfnqf'fl klmùknqf Nkujz) lf sdnf ldz jvfundz jdnq`nvkmfnqf.

Quufj af Zdn Edv 'knqkhdn`zqk)Q`fnf 52 kdz. Sudjfaf jdmd Bklj afl dqud lkad afl Mvud, fz af

l`nkof ufkl9 fz fl Jks`qn Hfnfukl af lkz bvfukz af Llkafun @W, ufp afSkufllkak9 zf vn` k zqf skuk rfnhku lk mvfuqf af zv gfumknd mkpdu,


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Dlfhvfu, k mkndz afl afmdn`d Kadn`z Ka`knq. Da`k sudbvnakmfnqf kldz afmdn`dz, sfud zdzq`fnf vnk afrkzqkaduk lvjgk `nqfu`du sdu{vf zfz`fnqf euvqklmfnqf bkzj`nkad sdu Okzdnf, sdu lk {vf zvbuf vnkkqukjj`n fnbfum`k p jdnbvzk, fnquf fl kmdu p fl da`d, {vf ldkqdumfnqk. Fz vn odrfn kqukjq`rd, r`hdudzd, vn hukn hvfuufud,lvaskqk, ovfuhv`zqk, mvofu`fhd, lkzj`rd, mkjg`zqk, rkl`fnqf,`msfqvdzd, r`j`dzd, p kvn{vf lf hvzqk eudmfku 'zdeufqdad skukgvm`llku d zkjku af zvz jkz`llkz k zvz zvsfu`dufz), jkz` z`fmsuf fzq afmkl gvmdu, zdeufqdad jvknad efef afmkz`kad. Fz vn gdmeuf`nqfl`hfnqf p ge`l, sfud euvqkl, vn gdmeuf jksk af huknafz ldhudz z`nd bvfuk sdu fl lkzquf af zv ufnjdu p zvz sufov`j`dz. Zv lvjgk `nqfu`duzf rvflrf `ngvmknk jvknad zf fnqfuk af {vf fz fl skauf af lk

sf{vfk Akbnf, lk gòk ekzqkuak af Mkhndl`k. Sdauk zfu fl sfuzdnkofmz sdsvlku af lk zkhk.

WùjkAkmk af Skufllkak, r`rf fn lk jduqf af Llkafun fn jklàka af

edqn af hvfuuk p ufgn, sfud skufjf fzqku mvp k hvzqd p nd zf

jdmsduqk jdmd vnk su`z`dnfuk, z`nd {vf jdlkeduk jdn Llkafun @Wsdu{vf afzfk deqfnfu sdafu p ndqdu`faka, nvnjk zf zkef mvp e`fn af{v lkad fzq. Fz kme`j`dzk p mkn`svlkaduk, mvp efllk p af bvfuqfjkujqfu sfzf k zv kskufnqf bukh`làka. Fn Skufllkak lkz mvofufz zdnjdnzàfukakz sdjd mz {vf deofqdz afjdukq`rdz, sdu ld {vf Wùjkfjgk mknd af zv sdafu af zfavjj`n p zv hukn `nqfl`hfnj`k skukzklùzf z`fmsuf jdn lk zvpk. Udnzkj fzq sudbvnakmfnqf fnkmdukadaf fllk.

_`nkmeu`kAkmk af Skufllkak, fzsdzk af Jkuavvz. Fz vnk zfduk fnqukkelf,qmàk+ f `nzfhvuk k jkvzk af lkz jdnzqknqfz gvm`llkj`dnfz k {vf lkzdmfqf zv mkuàd.


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Fl Sdafu af lk ZknhufFl Sdafu afl Kmdu

Fl Sdafu af lk Mfmdu`k

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Ndqk af lk kvqduk.

Lkz `lvzqukj`dnfz {vf rfun fn fzqk zfskukqk af `mhfnfz

nd sufqfnafn zfu vnk mvfzquk sudbfz`dnkl. Af gfjgd, k mfnvad

gkhd a`zq`nqkz rfuz`dnfz af vnk m`zmk fzjfnk {vf mf dezfz`dnk, d

af vn m`zmd sfuzdnkof. Sdu fofmsld, jdn ldz sudqkhdn`zqkz nvnjk

qvrf avakz kjfujk af zvz ukzhdz su`nj`sklfz? kmedz fukn hfmfldz

p mvp gfumdzdz, qfnkn {vf zfu jdmd adz hdqkz af khvk fwjfsqd

sdu{vf Ku`knq afek zfu uve`d jdn ldz dodz rfuafz, p Efllrfu

mdufnd jdn ldz dodz kvlfz. Jvknad jufk {vf gkek fnjdnqukad lk

rfuz`n sfubfjqk af Ku`knq, nd mf zfurk skuk Efllrfu, svfz

qukekokek vnk fwsufz`n jnaàk skuk Ku`knq jdn fl udzqud

fzjdhàd skuk kmedz, p kl gkjfu fl m`zmd udzqud sfud jdn

fwsufz`n fnquf jn`jk p klhd jknkllk skuk Efllrfu skufjkn adzudzqudz jdmslfqkmfnqf a`zq`nqdz. Jdn Bklj mf zvjfa` klhd

jvu`dzd? vn ak fnjdnqu vn udzqud afzjdndjàd {vf mf skufj`

sfubfjqd skuk Bklj, kz {vf ld ufqukq p vz k{vfl udzqud af

klhv`fn k {v`fn nd èk k rdlrfu k rfu nvnjk mz. Kl jked af vn

q`fmsd jdndj k klhv`fn {vf zf skufjk kl aèvod, p nd zld

bz`jkmfnqf9 p zf jdnrùq` fn m` mdafld 'jkme`knad zvz edn`qdz

dodz kvlfz sdu ldz mkuudnfz af Bklj). Z`n fmekuhd, qknqd fl

Bklj af vn aèvod jdmd fl afl dqud skufjfn lk m`zmk sfuzdnk.Kafmz, Eklfku`k Suda`h`dzk fz jdmd fl ufblfod af lk Eklfku`k

du`h`nkl fn vn fzsfod, p sdu fzd klhvnkz fzjfnkz quknzjvuuàkz fn

lk vnk zvjfafn af bdumk mvp zfmfoknqf fn lk dquk, kz jdmd

klhvndz sfuzdnkofz afekn zfu jdmd rfuz`dnfz fwqukrkhknqfz af

ldz {vf gke`qkn k fzqf lkad afl Mvud Mh`jd.

Qknqd jvknad fzjuèd jdmd jvknad aèvod ld gkhd

`nzsùkak sdu ld {vf mf udafk, sdu ukud {vf svfak skufjfu, pk {vfkskufnqfmfnqf qdad ld {vf gkp fn m`z lèudz fz bknqkzk svuk.

Juknmf, nd fz qdad `nrfnqkad. Fnklqfjàd, ufklkad, mkn`svlkad,

mdaflkad skuk {vf zùrk k m`z g`zqdu`kz, sfuzdnkofz d àfklfz, z.

Ld n`jd {vf afzfd fz {vf gkpkn skzkad hukqdz mdmfnqdz jdn lk

lfjqvuk, p {vf zqdz zf jdmslfmfnqfn jdn lkz `mhfnfz.

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Sfud Ku`knq keu` ldz eukdz p zdnu`, p zvz dodz kjkskukudn qdak lk lv k zvklufafadu, kjvmvlknad efllfk p sdafu, p zf lkn zdeuf Efllrfu p ld keuk mvp bvfuqf, jdnfl jdukn bvna`ad af klfhuk.

M` gfumknd... M` gfumknd+ Dg, Efllrfu, sdu b`n+


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